Joyce knew that the hand which held hers tightened as they went and
there was still no answer to mother’s calling. She could not have
told what it was that made her suddenly breathless; the wood about
her turned desolate; an oppression of distress and bewilderment
burdened them both. “Joan, Joan!” called mother in her strong
beautiful contralto, swelling the word forth in powerful music, and
when she ceased the silence was like a taunt. It was not as if Joan
were there and failed to answer; it was as if there were no longer
any Joan anywhere. They came at last to the space of sparse trees
which bordered their garden.
“We mustn’t be silly about this,” said mother, speaking as much to
herself as to Joyce. “Nothing can have happened to her. And you must
have lunch, chick.”
“Without waiting for Joan?” asked Joyce.
“Yes. The gardener and the boot-boy must look for Joan,” said
mother, opening the gate.
The dining-room looked very secure and home-like, with its big
window and its cheerful table spread for lunch. Joyce’s place faced
the window, so that she could see the lawn and the hedge bounding
the kitchen garden; and when mother had served her with food, she
was left alone to eat it. Presently the gardener and the boot-boy
passed the window, each carrying a hedge-stake and looking warlike.
There reached her a murmur of voices; the gardener was mumbling
something about tramps.
“Oh, I don’t think so,” replied mother’s voice.
Mother came in presently and sat down, but did not eat anything.
Joyce asked her why.
“Oh, I shall have some lunch when Joan comes,” answered mother. “I
sha’n’t be hungry till then. Will you have some more, my pet?”
When Joyce had finished, they went out again to the wood to meet
Joan when she was brought back in custody. Mother walked quite
slowly, looking all the time as if she would like to run. Joyce held
her hand and sometimes glanced up at her face, so full of wonder and
a sort of resentful doubt, as though circumstances were playing an
unmannerly trick on her. At the gate they came across the boot-boy.
“I bin all acrost that way,” said the boot-boy, pointing with his
stumpy black forefinger, “and then acrost _that_ way, an’ Mister
Jenks”—Jenks was the gardener—“’e’ve gone about in rings, ’e ’ave.
And there ain’t sign nor token, mum—not a sign there ain’t.”
From beyond him sounded the voice of the gardener, thrashing among
the trees. “Miss Joan!” he roared. “Hi! Miss Jo-an! You’re
a-frightin’ your ma proper. Where are ye, then?”
“She must be hiding,” said mother. “You must go on looking, Walter.
You must go on looking till you find her.”
“Yes, ’m,” said Walter. “If she’s in there, us’ll find her, soon or
late.”
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