Egypt -- History -- Mohammed Ali, 1805-1849 -- Fiction; Muhammad Ali Basha, Governor of Egypt, 1769-1849 -- Fiction
"The worst? What does that mean, mother? You wish to prepare me, I
read it in your look; you wish to prepare me for your death! If you
die, I will die, too; if you die, my whole life will I bury in the
sea, and--"
He could speak no further, and heart-sick he bowed his head upon his
mother's shoulder.
"You are not yourself, poor boy," said she, gently, as she bathed
his forehead with water; "you see the body still governs the mind,
and long fasting has made you weak. Remember this, my boy. To keep
the mind vigorous you must give the body nourishment; if you had not
fasted for two days, you would not weep now. Not because you are
alarmed, but because you are weak, do you weep."
He understood these words of heroism; he understood that maternal
love had given her strength to console him with these quiet, matter-
of-fact utterances. He tenderly kissed her hands, murmuring: "Sitta
Khadra, you are a heroine, and I will learn from you to be a hero."
They sat in each other's embrace for a long time, silent, and yet
they were speaking to each other with their thoughts and souls, and
understood what soul said to soul, and heart to heart. Often, after
long years, will the son still think of this hour when he sat by his
mother's side, in solitude and silence, his head resting on her
bosom--in his glittering palace will he still think of it? In the
fulness of his magnificence, with the soul's eye, will he look into
this poor, dark little chamber will he longingly think of his
mother, of his first and holiest love?
"Promise me, Mohammed," said she, after a long silence, "promise me
that you will never fast and torture yourself so long again."
"I promise you, Sitta Khadra," he replied in a low voice, "you are
right; the body must be strengthened that the soul may be strong. I
need a strong body that I may be able to climb the rocky pathway of
life to the summit, to the eagle's eyry, far above the lowliness of
life. I promise you, mother, that from this day I will no longer
torture my body, but it shall be taught to defy want, and to
subordinate itself to the mind. Do not scold, Mother Khadra, if I am
often away from you. In solitude I learn. I converse with the
invisible spirits that hover about me in the air. They teach me
wondrous things, which I cannot relate to you to-day, but which help
me to prepare for the future. Do not forget, mother, when I am away
from you, and you need me, to call me with the eagle's cry."
A faint smile trembled on her lips. "If, however, son of my heart, I
should be unable to utter this cry, if my voice should be too weak
to reach you-"
He again regarded her with an anxious, inquiring look. "Can that be,
Sitta Khadra? Do you believe your voice can become so weak?"
"Be reassured, my son; I neither believe nor fear it, but yet it
might be."
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