Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
He did not even stir, but just raised his lids indolently and
offensively. He was, to do him justice, a personable man as to his
upper half, with a fine head of mouse-coloured hair and a ready brain
under it; but irresolution spoke in his legs, which were weedy, and
so, inasmuch as the strength of a rope is its weakest part, affected
the stability of the entire structure, physical and moral. He was, in
fact, a waverer and unreliable, overbearing to others because
uncertain of himself, much subject to moods and passions, and always,
as is the case with those whose vanity is up in arms at the least
suspicion of criticism, more disposed to force his way by rudeness
than to win it by consideration. But he was skilled with his sword,
and that, in a quarrelsome age, procured him a better title to respect
than a hundred courtesies would have done.
“Too late for what?” he drawled languidly.
She made a little gesture of helplessness, then rallied to her task.
“Is this,” she said, “the natural fruit of the love you expressed for
me, before--before I became your wife?”
“When you talk of Nature, madam,” he answered, stirring and yawning,
then relapsing into his apathetic attitude, “you forget that with her
a single season covers the whole contract of matrimony.”
“Then is our season ended?”
“You are Lady Chesterfield,” he said. “Is not that sufficient answer?”
“I want no wifehood without love, Philip. Has so little of me proved
so much?”
He shrugged in a way which might have meant anything or nothing. She
went on--
“Or did you woo me under false pretences from the first, making me, as
I more than suspect, merely your unconscious stalking-horse to the
King’s favour?”
He laughed, but a little uneasily.
“You get these fancies into your head,” he said.
“I do,” she answered; “but they come, I think, to stay. They are not
like your fancies--for this woman or the other--that can be put off or
on to suit your worldly convenience. The King has claimed one of your
fancies, has he not, my lord--a wedded woman, too, Barbara Palmer by
name? That was a shameful thing for both of you; but most shameful for
the man who could deceive an innocent maid to curry favour with his
sovereign. Did you not marry me to show him your heart was wholly
divorced from that earlier idol?”
He drew in his breath, with an oath.
“By God, madam, this is too much!”
“It is too much, indeed,” she said. And then suddenly she held out
entreating hands, her eyes brimming.
“Philip, I could forgive you that--even that--it was before you knew
me--if only you would be to me again what you seemed. Will you,
Philip? If any suspicion of my learning and resenting the truth has
caused this coldness in you, keeping you aloof in your pride, O,
forget it! I am not exacting; I know what men must be. Say only that
you hold me in your true heart above that--that woman, and I will
pardon you everything. Philip, before it is too late!”
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