Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
But, if he remained indifferent, it was far otherwise with the
husband, whose vision in a night had changed its blindness for the
thousand-lensed optic of spiderous jealousy. Realizing, too late, his
own infatuated folly, reduced to a vain coveting of what was by all
legal right his own possession, forced into an attitude of apparent
insensibility to the promiscuous gallantries offered to his lady on
the strength of their estrangement, and prevented, both by policy and
pride, from confessing to his altered sentiments, the unhappy man was,
in these days, suffering all the pangs the most vindictive wife could
have wished. And yet she would have forgiven him, even now, could he
have brought that obstinate devil in him to submit to the one
condition she had dictated, and have owned to his iniquity and asked
absolution for it. But to that extreme he could not go; it was still a
point of honour with him to force her into being the first to break
the silence; and so he continued to ground what hopes he had on the
nature of the compromise suggested by Hamilton. To that absurd faith
he clung, soon wearying of the little malapert instrument lent, though
he never guessed it, to his purpose, but desperately continuing to
play her for the success he looked to achieve. And, in the meanwhile,
if his part in private was a difficult one, in public it was an
endless anguish. It was not only that, cursed to that compact of
silence, he must be perpetually manœuvring to avoid its discovery by
others--and always on the edge of a fear lest what he so carefully
concealed should be mockingly made known, in a spasm of feminine
perversity, by the capricious partner thereto--but that he was wholly
debarred by it from uttering a word of warning or menace to that same
partner on the subject of the perils, to which her own wilfulness was
subjecting her, from oglings, princely or otherwise. He himself was so
acutely sensitive to the danger that he found a suggestive meaning in
every appreciative glance, every small natural homage paid to a beauty
which could not be seen but to be admired. The attractions which
should have been his pride had become his torment, while his mind
revolted from the memory of a dead infatuation as from something
noisome: and in so much the Nemesis of deserved retribution had
swiftly overtaken him. From his jealous misery he could find no relief
at last but in confiding its fancied justifications to his friend
Hamilton. Him, for some inexplicable reason, he never suspected.
“Curse it, George!” he would say. “I am so driven and harassed, curse
it! A little more and I shall pack her off to the Peak!”
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