Now, looking back upon it, it appears to her grossest treachery to the
mother whose every thought she knows is hers, and who, in her foreign
home, lives waiting, hoping, for the word that shall restore her to her
arms.
A kind of anxiety to communicate with the injured one, and to pour out
on paper the love she bears her, but dares not breathe at Herst, fills
Marcia. So that when the house is silent on this Sunday
afternoon,--when all the others have wandered into the open air,--she
makes her way to the library, and, sitting down, commences one of the
lengthy, secret, forbidden missives that always find their way to
Italy, in spite of prying eyes and all the untold evils that so surely
wait upon discovery.
To any one acquainted with Marcia, her manner of commencing her letter
would be a revelation. To one so cold, so self-contained, the weaker
symptoms of affection are disallowed; yet this is how she begins:
"My own Beloved,--As yet I have no good news to send you, and
little that I can say,--though ever as I write to you my heart is
full. The old man grows daily more wearisome, more detestable, more
inhuman, yet shows no sign of death. He is even, as it seems to me,
stronger and more full of life than when last I wrote to you, now
three weeks ago. At times I feel dispirited, almost despairing, and
wonder if the day will ever come when we two shall be
reunited,--when I shall be able to welcome you to my English home,
where, in spite of prejudices, you will be happy, because you will
be with me."
Here, unluckily, because of the trembling of her fingers, a large spot
of ink falls heavily from her pen upon the half-written page beneath,
destroying it.
With an exclamation expressive of impatience, Marcia pushes the sheet
to one side and hastily commences again upon another. This time she is
more successful, and has reached almost the last word in her final
tender message, when a footstep approaching disturbs her. Gathering up
her papers, she quits the library by its second door, and, gaining her
own room, finishes and seals her packet.
Not until then does she perceive that the blotted sheet is no longer in
her possession,--that by some untoward accident she must have forgotten
it behind her in her flight.
Consternation seizes her. Whose were the footsteps that broke in upon
her quietude? Why had she not stood her ground? With a beating heart
she runs down-stairs, enters the library once more with cautious steps,
only to find it empty. But, search as she may, the missing paper is not
to be found.
What if it has fallen into her grandfather's keeping! A cold horror
falls upon her. After all these weary years of hated servitude to be
undone! It is impossible even fickle fortune should play her such a
deadly trick!
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