Then, in the present day, what so easily, or quietly, or satisfactorily
arranged, as a divorce in high life, leaving behind it neither spot nor
scar, nor anything unpleasant in the way of social ostracism? And this
might--nay, _should_--follow.
Like Molly, he has lain awake since early dawn arranging plans and
rehearsing speeches; and now, after breakfast, as he walks beside the
object of his adoration through the shrubberies and outer walks into
the gardens beyond, carried away by the innate vanity of him, and his
foolish self-esteem, and not dreaming of defeat, he decides that the
time has come to give voice to his folly.
They are out of view of the windows, when he stops abruptly, and says
rashly,--with a pale face, it is true, but a certain amount of
composure that bespeaks confidence,--"Cecil, I can keep silence no
longer. Let me speak to you, and tell you all that is in my heart."
"He has fallen in love with Molly," thinks Cecil, wondering vaguely at
the manner of his address, he having never attempted to call her by her
Christian name before.
"You are in love?" she says, kindly, but rather uncertainly, not being
able at the moment to call to mind any tender glances of his cast at
Molly or any suspicious situations that might confirm her in her fancy.
"Need you ask?" says Lowry, taking her hand, feeling still further
emboldened by the gentleness with which she has received his first
advance. "Have not all these months--nay, this year past--taught you so
much?"
"'This year past?'" Cecil repeats, honestly at sea, and too much
surprised by the heat of his manner to grasp at once the real meaning
of his words. Though I think a second later a faint inkling of it comes
to her, because she releases her hand quickly from his clasp, and her
voice takes a sharper tone. "I do not understand you," she says, "Take
care you understand--yourself."
But the warning comes too late. Lowry, bent on his own destruction,
goes on vehemently:
"I do--too well. Have I not had time to learn it?" he says,
passionately. "Have I not spent every day, every hour, in thoughts of
you? Have I not lived in anticipation of our meeting? While you, Cecil,
surely you, too, were glad when we were together. The best year I have
ever known has been this last, in which I have grown to love you."
"Pray cease," says Cecil, hurriedly, stepping back and raising her hand
imperiously. "What can you mean? You must be out of your senses to
speak to me like this."
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