Banks and banking -- France -- History -- 19th -- Fiction
Salmon looked at them in turn, smiling in his profound way. And
Saccard, who had been listening, connected the difficulties of his
personal situation with the crisis upon which the Empire seemed to be
entering. He was once more down; and now was this Empire, which had
made him, about to tumble over like himself, suddenly falling from the
highest to the most miserable destiny? Ah! for twelve years past, how
he had loved and defended that _régime_, in which he had felt himself
live, grow, and imbibe sap, like some tree whose roots plunge into
fitting soil. But if his brother were determined to tear him from it,
if he were to be cut off from those who were exhausting that fertile
soil of enjoyment, then might all be swept away in the great final
smash-up!
He now sat waiting for his asparagus, his thoughts wandering away from
the room, where the hubbub kept on increasing, his mind invaded by
memories of the past. He had just caught sight of his face in a large
mirror opposite, and it had surprised him. Age had made no impression
upon his short slight figure; his fifty years seemed to have been
scarcely more than eight and thirty. He still had the slender build
and vivacious manners of a young man. His dark, sunken marionette's
face, with its sharp nose and small glittering eyes, had, with the
march of years, adapted itself to his supple, active youthfulness,
so long abiding that as yet his still bushy hair was without a single
white thread. And irresistibly he recalled his arrival in Paris on the
morrow of the _coup d'état_, that winter evening when he had alighted
on the pavement, penniless, hungry, with a perfect rage of appetite
to satisfy. Ah! that first trip through the streets, when, even
before unpacking his trunk, he had felt the need of rushing through
the city to conquer it in his greasy overcoat and his boots trodden
down at heel! Since that night he had often risen very high; a river
of millions had flowed through his fingers, yet he had never been
able to make a slave of fortune, something of his own that he could
dispose of, and keep under lock and key, alive and real. Falsehood and
fiction had always dwelt in his safes, the gold in which had always
slipped out through unknown holes. And now he again found himself
upon the pavement, as in the far-off days of the beginning, as young
and as hungry as then, still unsatisfied, tortured by the same need
of enjoyment and conquest. He had tasted of everything, but was not
satiated, having lacked both opportunity and time, he thought, to
bite deeply enough into persons and things. At this present hour he
felt less wretched at finding himself on the pavement than a beginner
would have felt, and this although the latter would probably have been
sustained by illusion and hope. He was seized with a feverish desire to
begin all over again, to regain everything, to rise higher than he had
ever risen before, to place his foot at last full upon the conquered
city.
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