Banks and banking -- France -- History -- 19th -- Fiction
Still holding the religious pictures, she bent her eyes upon them
for a moment longer, smiling the sorrowful smile of one who cannot
believe, and her heart melting with affection for her brother. But a
moment later she no longer beheld them. Her mind had wandered away,
as it always did directly she ceased to occupy it, and she was
again thinking of Saccard, of what he had done the day before, of
what he might that day be doing. He seemed to be leading his usual
life, devoting his mornings to his worrying duties at the Bank, his
afternoons to the Bourse, his evenings to the invitations to dinner
which he received, to the first performances given at the theatres, to
the society of actresses whom she was not jealous of, to everything,
in fact, which is supposed to make up a life of pleasure. And yet she
felt that some new interest absorbed him, an interest, no doubt, in
that woman, whom he met somewhere. No doubt she had prohibited herself
from trying to ascertain where and when it was that they met; yet it
all made her distrustful and suspicious, and, as her brother laughingly
expressed it, she had begun playing the gendarme again, even with
regard to the affairs of the Bank, which she had previously ceased
watching, so great at one moment had her confidence become. At the
present time, however, she was struck and grieved by certain irregular
practices; and then was quite surprised to find that she really cared
nothing about the matter at bottom, lacking the strength alike to speak
and act, so completely did a single anguish fill her heart--anguish
for that betrayal, which she would have condoned, but the thought of
which stifled her, despite all her efforts. And now, ashamed at last to
find her tears flowing again, she went and hid the religious pictures,
deeply regretting that she, who had no faith, could not go and kneel in
some church, and find relief by weeping and praying.
Having at last calmed herself, she set to work on the memoir again,
and had been writing for some ten minutes or so when the valet came to
inform her that Charles, Saccard's coachman who had been dismissed on
the previous day, absolutely insisted upon speaking to her. Saccard
himself had detected the fellow stealing the horses' oats. She
hesitated for a moment, and then consented to see him.
Tall, good-looking, with shaven face and confident, conceited gait,
Charles came into the room and insolently exclaimed: 'I've come,
madame, about the two shirts of mine which the laundress has lost, and
won't make an allowance for. Madame surely doesn't suppose that I can
put up with such a loss. And, as Madame is responsible, I wish Madame
to pay me for my shirts. Yes, I want fifteen francs.'
She was very severe in all these household matters. Perhaps she would
have paid the fifteen francs to avoid any discussion. But she was
disgusted by the effrontery of this man, who had been caught thieving
only the day before.
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