Montezuma's DaughterHaggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
History
Montezuma's Daughter
Haggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
Mexico -- History -- Conquest, 1519-1540 -- Fiction
“Nay, be silent; listen to me, for my time is short. When you bade me
call you ‘husband’ no longer, then I knew that it was finished. I obey
you, I put you from me, you are no more my husband, and soon I shall
cease to be your wife; still, Teule, I pray you listen to me. Now it
seems to you in your sorrow, that your days are done and that there is
no happiness left for you. This is not so. You are still but a man in
the beginning of middle age, and you are yet strong. You will escape
from this ruined land, and when you shake the dust of it off your feet
its curse shall fall from you; you will return to your own place, and
there you will find one who has awaited your coming for many years.
There the savage woman whom you mated with, the princess of a fallen
house, will become but a fantastic memory to you, and all these strange
eventful years will be as a midnight dream. Only your love for the dead
children will always remain, these you must always love by day and by
night, and the desire of them, that desire for the dead than which
there is nothing more terrible, shall follow you to your grave, and I
am glad that it should be so, for I was their mother and some thought
of me must go with them. This alone the Lily maid has left to me, and
there only I shall prevail against her, for, Teule, no child of hers
shall live to rob your heart of the memory of those I gave you.
“Oh! I have watched you by day and by night: I have seen the longing in
your eyes for a face which you have lost and for the land of your
youth. Be happy, you shall gain both, for the struggle is ended and the
Lily maid has been too strong for me. I grow weak and I have little
more to say. We part, and perhaps for ever, for what is there between
us save the souls of those dead sons of ours? Since you desire me no
more, that I may make our severance perfect, now in the hour of my
death I renounce your gods and I seek my own, though I think that I
love yours and hate those of my people. Is there any communion between
them? We part, and perchance for ever, yet I pray of you to think of me
kindly, for I have loved you and I love you; I was the mother of your
children, whom being Christian, you will meet again. I love you now and
for always. I am glad to have lived because you kissed me on the stone
of sacrifice, and afterwards I bore you sons. They are yours and not
mine; it seems to me now that I only cared for them because they were
yours, and they loved you and not me. Take them—take their spirits as
you have taken everything. You swore that death alone should sever us,
and you have kept your oath in the letter and in the thought. But now I
go to the Houses of the Sun to seek my own people, and to you, Teule,
with whom I have lived many years and seen much sorrow, but whom I will
no longer call husband, since you forbade me so to do, I say, make no
mock of me to the Lily maid. Speak of me to her as little as you may—be
happy and—farewell!”
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