Montezuma's DaughterHaggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
History
Montezuma's Daughter
Haggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
Mexico -- History -- Conquest, 1519-1540 -- Fiction
Now as she spoke ever more faintly, and I listened bewildered, the
light of dawn grew slowly in the chamber. It gathered on the white
shape of Otomie seated in a chair hard by the bed, and I saw that her
arms hung down and that her head was resting on the back of the chair.
Now I sprang up and peered into her face. It was white and cold, and I
could feel no breath upon her lips. I seized her hand, that also was
cold. I spoke into her ear, I kissed her brow, but she did not move nor
answer. The light grew quickly, and now I saw all. Otomie was dead, and
by her own act.
This was the manner of her death. She had drunk of a poison of which
the Indians have the secret, a poison that works slowly and without
pain, leaving the mind unclouded to the end. It was while her life was
fading from her that she had spoken to me thus sadly and bitterly. I
sat upon the bed and gazed at her. I did not weep, for my tears were
done, and as I have said, whatever I might feel nothing could break my
calm any more. And as I gazed a great tenderness and sorrow took hold
of me, and I loved Otomie better now that she was dead before me than
ever I had done in her life days, and this is saying much. I remembered
her in the glory of her youth as she was in the court of her royal
father, I remembered the look which she had given me when she stepped
to my side upon the stone of sacrifice, and that other look when she
defied Cuitlahua the emperor, who would have slain me. Once more I
seemed to hear her cry of bitter sorrow as she uncovered the body of
the dead babe our firstborn, and to see her sword in hand standing over
the Tlascalan.
Many things came back to me in that sad hour of dawn while I watched by
the corpse of Otomie. There was truth in her words, I had never
forgotten my first love and often I desired to see her face. But it was
not true to say that I had no love for Otomie. I loved her well and I
was faithful in my oath to her, indeed, not until she was dead did I
know how dear she had grown to me. It is true that there was a great
gulf between us which widened with the years, the gulf of blood and
faith, for I knew well that she could not altogether put away her old
beliefs, and it is true that when I saw her leading the death chant, a
great horror took me and for a while I loathed her. But these things I
might have lived to forgive, for they were part of her blood and
nature, moreover, the last and worst of them was not done by her own
will, and when they were set aside there remained much that I could
honour and love in the memory of this most royal and beautiful woman,
who for so many years was my faithful wife. So I thought in that hour
and so I think to this day. She said that we parted for ever, but I
trust and I believe that this is not so. Surely there is forgiveness
for us all, and a place where those who were near and dear to each
other on the earth may once more renew their fellowship.
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