Montezuma's DaughterHaggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
History
Montezuma's Daughter
Haggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
Mexico -- History -- Conquest, 1519-1540 -- Fiction
Well, I dreamed on, talking with my children in my sleep and naming
them by their beloved names, till at length I woke to look on
emptiness, and knowing all my sorrow I sobbed aloud. Now it was early
morning, and the light of the August sun streamed through the window,
but I, deeming that my wife slept, still lay in the shadow of my dream
as it were, and groaned, murmuring the names of those whom I might
never see again. It chanced, however, that she was awake, and had
overheard those words which I spoke with the dead, while I was yet
asleep and after; and though some of this talk was in the tongue of the
Otomie, the most was English, and knowing the names of my children she
guessed the purport of it all. Suddenly she sprang from the bed and
stood over me, and there was such anger in her eyes as I had never seen
before nor have seen since, nor did it last long then, for presently
indeed it was quenched in tears.
“What is it, wife?” I asked astonished.
“It is hard,” she answered, “that I must bear to listen to such talk
from your lips, husband. Was it not enough that, when all men thought
you dead, I wore my youth away faithful to your memory? though how
faithful you were to mine you know best. Did I ever reproach you
because you had forgotten me, and wedded a savage woman in a distant
land?”
“Never, dear wife, nor had I forgotten you as you know well; but what I
wonder at is that you should grow jealous now when all cause is done
with.”
“Cannot we be jealous of the dead? With the living we may cope, but who
can fight against the love which death has completed, sealing it for
ever and making it immortal! Still, _that_ I forgive you, for against
this woman I can hold my own, seeing that you were mine before you
became hers, and are mine after it. But with the children it is
otherwise. They are hers and yours alone. I have no part nor lot in
them, and whether they be dead or living I know well you love them
always, and will love them beyond the grave if you may find them there.
Already I grow old, who waited twenty years and more before I was your
wife, and I shall give you no other children. One I gave you, and God
took it back lest I should be too happy; yet its name was not on your
lips with those strange names. My dead babe is little to you, husband!”
Here she choked, bursting into tears; nor did I think it well to answer
her that there was this difference in the matter, that whereas, with
the exception of one infant, those sons whom I had lost were almost
adolescent, the babe she bore lived but sixty days.
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