United States -- History -- French and Indian War, 1754-1763 -- Fiction
And then, indeed, I pressed all my faculties into service. I put my
ear to the wet ground and strained it against tree trunks, trying to
weed out the myriad tiny whisperings that assailed me and grasp that
one sound that I wanted and hold it clear. And at last I heard it
unmistakably; there were voices, more than one it seemed.
My ears buzzed with my effort to listen. I heard the sound, lost it,
then heard it again. It was like a child's game. I heard it,
blundered after it, then it disappeared. I turned to go back, and it
came behind and mocked me. It was everywhere and nowhere. It came
near, then faded into silence. The fog suffocated me; I found myself
pressing at it with my hands.
Yet on the whole I made progress. In time the voices grew clearer.
There were several of them, perhaps many. I heard shouting,--orders,
presumably,--and once a clink of metal,--an iron kettle it might have
been. But the sound was back of me, in front of me, at the sides of
me, above me. I could not hold it. It reverberated like the drumming
of a woodcock that comes to the ear from four quarters at once. And
all the time the fog pressed on my eyelids like a hand.
I had left my musket hidden under the canoe, for I could not have used
it in the dampness, so I had only my knife for guard. I carried it
open, and made an occasional notch upon a tree. Once I came to a
notched tree a second time. The old woodland madness was on me, and I
was stepping in circles. Yet the sounds were growing clearer. They
were approaching, though I could not tell from what quarter. I stood
still.
What followed was like a dream; like the dream that I had had the night
after the storm when I woke with sweat cold on me. The fog pinioned me
like a clammy winding-sheet; I could see nothing; I was too chilled to
feel; I was as alone and powerless as a lost canoe in the ocean; but
somewhere on earth or in air I heard a company of men pass me by. The
sounds were unmistakable. I heard the swish of wet leaves, the pad of
feet, and even the creak of the damp leather of the carrying-straps.
Something cracked, pricking in my ears in a blur of sound, and I knew
that the men had brushed a branch with the canoe that they were
carrying on their heads. They were near me; at any moment they might
come within touch of my hand. But where were they? Whoever they were,
whatever they were, the wish to see them became an obsession. I knew
no feeling but my tingling to get at them. I pushed to right and left.
I knocked against trees. The sounds were here, then there. I could
not reach them. They taunted me as lost spirits tantalize a soul in
purgatory. Whichever way I turned they were just out of my grasp. I
clenched my hands and swore that I would not be beaten.
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