England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
They took the road, and their pace quickened to the drum beats of their
feet.
"It sounds like winter," Helen said.
"But it feels like spring."
She thought she heard resentment for that season in his voice. "Well,
why don't you go and tell her?"
"Oh, shut up! What's the use? I've no money. A nice suitor I'd make for
a woman like that!"
Helen's voice sang above their footsteps and the swishing of her dress.
"Silly, old-fashioned ideas you've got! They're rather insulting to her,
I think."
"Perhaps, if she cares; but if she doesn't--She'd send me off like a
stray dog."
"That's pride. You shouldn't be proud in love."
"You should be proud in everything, I believe. And what do you know
about it?"
"Oh--I think. Can you hear a horse, a long way off? And of course I want
to be married, too, but Miriam is sure to be, and then Notya would be
left alone. Besides, I couldn't leave the moor, and there's no one but
George Halkett here!"
"H'm. You're not going to marry him."
"No, I'm not--but I'm sorry for him."
"You needn't be. He's no good. You must have nothing to do with him. Ask
Lily Brent. He tried to kiss her once, the beast, but she nearly broke
his nose, and serve him right."
"Oh? Did she mind?"
"Mind!"
"I don't think I should have. He looks clean, and if he really wanted to
kiss me very badly, I expect I should let him. It's such a little
thing."
"Good heavens, girl!" He stopped in a stride and turned to her. "That
kind of charity is very ill-advised."
Her laughter floated over his head with the coolness of the wind. "I
hope I shan't have to give way to it."
He continued to be serious. "Well, you're not ignorant. Rupert and I
made up our minds to that as soon as we knew anything ourselves; but
women are such fools, such fools! Tender-hearted idiots!"
"Is that why you're afraid to go to Lily Brent?" she asked.
"Ah, that's different," he mumbled. "She's more like a man."
Helen was smiling as they walked on. "If you could have Lily Brent and
give up your garden, or keep your garden and lose her--"
"I'm not going to talk about it," he said.
"I wanted to know how much love really matters. That horse is much
nearer now. We'll see the lights soon. And there's some one by the
roadside, smoking. It's George. Good-evening, George."
His deep voice rumbled through the darkness, exchanging salutations.
"I'm waiting for the doctor."
"Some one's coming now."
"Yes, it's his old nag. That horse makes you believe in eternity,
anyhow."
She felt a sudden, painful anger. "He's a friend of mine--the horse,"
and quietly, she repeated to herself, "The horse," because he had no
name by which she could endear him.
"Is Mr. Halkett worse?" John asked, from the edge of the road.
The red end of Halkett's cigar glowed and faded. "I'm anxious about
him."
The yellow lights of the approaching dog-cart swept the borders of the
moor and Helen felt herself caught in the illumination. The horse
stopped and she heard the doctor's clear-cut voice.
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