Married people -- United States -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
And on the morrow, and the morrow after, the rug, like a malevolent
force, still separated them. She would have given it away if she could
have afforded to have done so. As time went on there was a certain change
in her own way of regarding it. Still she had that choked sensation when
she thought of his going and buying it without her, but she did not
think of it as often. She began to discern that she had lost something
inconceivably more precious than the sublimated rug of her fancy. It was
not only that Nevin had no longer any desire to buy her anything, but
there was a subtle reservation of spirit. In that fit of unreasoning
passion she had lost some attraction for him, some of that aureole of
romance which is at once the most intangible and the dearest possession
of the married, for which a woman may indeed keep her most shining
thought, her sweetest care. What was any rug compared with her husband’s
sentiment for her? Yet it was not a mere rug to her, but one of the
symbols of a home. Did she love him ten times more, the sight of that
cheap and glaring inconsistency would bring the vexed tears to her eyes.
She knew her limitations by instinct—it was no use to try and laugh at
being parted by a colour scheme—never could she be heroically strong
enough to move and have her being as if the rug were not there.
For nine days Mildred Thatcher lived as her neighbours, a life as thick
and solid, as uninformed with the spirit as the rubber plant which stood
neglected in the drawing-room by the pile of books—as yet unshelved—and
the dusty upright piano. The palms had gone to the florist’s, and she
had no heart to take the rubber plant in and out each day. She did not
care whether the thing died or not. She did not care for anything. Every
night when Nevin came home, she greeted him as calmly and affectionately
as he greeted her, and waited, tingling, for developments which never
came. The rug, which dominated her every waking moment, had, indeed,
been almost forgotten by him—pressed out of sight, as is a man’s wont
with disagreeable domestic happenings, only the unpleasant impression
remaining. He read or went to sleep on the sofa, and they both spent some
evenings out. After a week had passed, and while Mildred was waiting
for the change in her husband’s manner, it suddenly came over her with
a strange shock that he was not only losing his delicate perception of
her, but that he was growing content without it. It is so easy to lapse
to the lower level! They were getting into the rut that only grows the
deeper with travel.
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