Morley Ernstein; or, the Tenants of the HeartJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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Morley Ernstein; or, the Tenants of the Heart
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
The sensations of Morley Ernstein, when he returned to consciousness,
were all of the most unpleasant kind. There was a numbness over his
whole body, and a feeling of tingling from head to foot, which, to
those who have not felt it, may be difficult, if not impossible to
describe. A violent weighty pain in the head too, a sluggish
oppression at the heart, and a great difficulty in drawing the breath,
all made the consciousness of life so burdensome, that, when he saw a
number of people standing round the bed in which he had been placed,
and employing every means that art could devise and skill execute, to
restore him entirely to life, he could not but feel a desire that they
would let him alone, and leave him to that quiet insensibility from
which they were taking such pains to rouse him. For the moment it
seemed to him that death was a very pleasant thing; and he who, full
of health, life, and buoyant youth, had thought half an hour before
that there would be nothing more awful than to lie "in cold
obstruction and to rot," now that he had become more familiar with
"the lean, abhorred monster," felt not the same repugnance, and almost
longed for the still quiet of the grave. Life and death are the two
grand adversaries; fighting incessantly for the kingdom of man's body,
and in proportion as the dominion of Life in us is powerful, so is our
reluctance to yield ourselves to her enemy.
Such as I have mentioned were the first feelings of Morley Ernstein;
but, as life came back more fully--as he felt his heart beat more
freely, his benumbed frame regain its true sensations, his bosom heave
with the unrestrained breath--his love for the bright angel, and his
abhorrence for her dark opponent, returned in full force; and he could
feel grateful to those who were giving him back to all the warm
associations of earthly being. His eyes wandered round the little
circle that encompassed his bed; but all the faces were strange,
except one--that of his travelling companion in the stage-coach; who,
amongst the most eager, and the most busy, was superintending with
active skill the execution of every mandate pronounced by the lips of
a tall, thin, yellow-faced man in black, that sat by the side of the
bed near the head. All eyes were fixed upon the patient, with a look
of interest in his fate and satisfaction at the change that was coming
over him; but the moment he attempted to speak, every one raised a
finger to the lip, in order to impose silence upon him.
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