Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The PitfallCholmondeley, Mary
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Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The Pitfall
Cholmondeley, Mary
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"No," said Mrs Trefusis meditatively, "I must own he does not. He has a
bullet head. I saw him once at the Duchess of Dundee's last summer. He
was pointed out to me as the biggest thing in millionaires since
Barnato. But I must confess he was the very last person in the world
whom I should have thought you would have looked at--for himself, I
mean."
"That is what he thinks."
"He is so very unattractive."
"He is an ugly, forbidding-looking man of forty," said Anne, who had
become very pale.
"I should not go as far as that," said Mrs Trefusis, somewhat
disconcerted.
"Oh! I can for you!" said Anne, her quiet eyes flashing. "He is all
these things. He is exactly what I would rather not have married. And I
think he knows that instinctively, poor man! But in spite of all that,
in spite of everything that repels me, I know that we belong to each
other. He did not choose to like me, or I to like him. I never had any
choice in the matter. When I first saw him I recognised him. I had known
him all my life. I had been waiting for him always without knowing it. I
never really understood anything till he came. I did not fall in love
with him; at least, not in the way I see others do, and as I once did
myself years ago. I am not attracted towards him. I am him. And he is
me. One can't fall in love with oneself. He is my other self. We are
one. We may live painfully apart as we are doing now--he may marry some
one else: but the fact remains the same."
Mrs Trefusis did not answer. Love is so rare that when we meet it we
realise that we are on holy ground.
"You and he will marry some day," she said at last.
Her thoughts went back to her own youth, and its romantic love and
marriage. There was no romance here as she understood it, nothing but a
grim reality. But it almost seemed as if love could go deeper without
romance.
"I do not see how a misunderstanding can hold together between you."
"You forget mother," said Anne.
Mrs Trefusis had momentarily forgotten her closest friend, the Duchess
of Quorn, that notorious match-making mother of a quartette of pretty,
well-drilled daughters, all of whom were now advantageously married
except Anne--the eldest. And if Anne was not at this moment wedded to
George Trefusis it was not owing to want of zeal on the part of both
mothers. Mrs Trefusis was irrevocably behind the scenes in Anne's
family.
"Mother ought by nature to have been a man and a cricketer," said Anne,
"instead of the mother of many daughters. She is 'game' to the last,
she is a hard hitter, and she will run till she drops on the chance of
any catch. But her bowling is her strong point. Young men have not a
chance with her. Her style may not be dignified, but her eye is
extraordinary. Harry Lestrange did his silly, panic-stricken best,
but--he is married to Cecily now."
"Did he really try to get out of it?"
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