Mrs. Porter loved Margaret and admired her very much, but she herself
loved teaching. She had had a hard fight to secure this position a
few years ago; it meant comfort to her and her children, and it still
seemed to her a miracle of God's working, after her years of struggle
and worry. She could not understand why Margaret wanted anything
better; what better thing indeed could life hold! Sometimes, looking
admiringly at her associate's crown of tawny braids, at the dark eyes
and the exquisite lines of mouth and forehead, Mrs. Porter would find
herself sympathetic with the girl's vague discontent and longings, to
the extent of wishing that some larger social circle than that of
Weston might have a chance to appreciate Margaret Paget's beauty,
that "some of those painters who go crazy over girls not half as
pretty" might see her. But after all, sensible little Mrs. Porter
would say to herself, Weston was a "nice" town, only four hours from
New York, absolutely up-to-date; and Weston's best people were all
"nice," and the Paget girls were very popular, and "went
everywhere,"--young people were just discontented and exacting, that
was all!
She came to Margaret's side now, buttoned snugly into her own storm
coat, and they looked out at the rain together. Nothing alive was in
sight. The bare trees tossed in the wind, and a garden gate halfway
down the row of little shabby cottages banged and banged.
"Shame--this is the worst yet!" Mrs. Porter said. "You aren't going
home to lunch in all this, Margaret?"
"Oh, I don't know," Margaret said despondently. "I'm so dead that I'd
make a cup of tea here if I didn't think Mother would worry and send
Julie over with lunch."
"I brought some bread and butter--but not much. I hoped it would hold
up. I hate to leave Tom and Sister alone all day," Mrs. Porter said
dubiously. "There's tea and some of those bouillon cubes and some
crackers left. But you're so tired, I don't know but what you ought
to have a hearty lunch."
"Oh, I'm not hungry." Margaret dropped into a desk, put her elbows on
it, pushed her hair off her forehead. The other woman saw a tear slip
by the lowered, long lashes.
"You're exhausted, aren't you, Margaret?" she said suddenly.
The little tenderness was too much. Margaret's lip shook.
"Dead!" she said unsteadily. Presently she added, with an effort at
cheerfulness, "I'm just cross, I guess, Emily; don't mind me! I'm
tired out with examinations and--" her eyes filled again--"and I'm
sick of wet cold weather and rain and snow," she added childishly.
"Our house is full of muddy rubbers and wet clothes! Other people go
places and do pleasant things," said Margaret, her breast rising and
falling stormily; "but nothing ever happens to us except broken arms,
and bills, and boilers bursting, and chicken-pox! It's drudge, drudge,
drudge, from morning until night!"
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