France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
As I crossed the Pont Neuf to regain my deserted faubourg, I saw in the
open space, at the foot of the pedestal upon which the statue of Henri
IV had recently been erected, a singer from the Academy of Music, who
was declaiming in a moving voice the hymn of the _Marseillais_. The
crowd which had collected round him, with bare heads, took up the
refrain in chorus, “_Aux armes, citoyens!_” But when the singer struck
up the last verse, “_Amour sacré de la Patrie_,” in slow and solemn
tones, a shiver of unearthly exaltation passed through the crowd. At the
line—
_Liberté, liberté chérie_ ...
I fell on my knees upon the pavement, and beheld all the people around
me likewise fallen prostrate. O, my country, my country! what spells do
you weave that your children worship you so? Even from out the mire and
the blood your image rises radiant. My country! happy are they who die
for you. The sun, which was now dipping towards the horizon, surrounded
by blood-hued clouds, lit into liquid flame the waters of the most
famous of rivers. Hail to you, ultimate illumination of my days of
happiness!
Alack! into what a winter of discontent I passed that night! When I
closed the door of my little chamber in the roof of the Duc de
Puybonne’s mansion, I felt as though I were cementing the stone over my
own tomb.
“All is over!” I said through my sobs. “I love Amélie no longer. But how
is it that I am forced to remind myself of the fact so untiringly? How
is it that, loving her no longer, I cannot turn my thoughts away from
her? Why do I lament so bitterly the uprooting of my wretched love?”
Cruel anxieties were added to my personal sorrows. The state of public
affairs was driving me to desperation. My destitution was extreme, and,
far from cherishing the hope of obtaining work, I was reduced to
concealing myself for fear of being arrested as a suspicious character.
Monsieur Mille had not put in an appearance at the house since the 10th
of August. I have no idea where he lodged; but he never missed a single
sitting of the Commune, and every day before the municipality, amid
enthusiastic applause from the _tricoteuses_[16] and _sans-culottes_, he
would recite a new patriotic hymn. Indeed he was the most patriotic of
poets, and citizen Dorat-Cubières himself, beside him, was a timid
_Feuillant_,[17] under the grave suspicion of the demagogues. I had been
engaged in incriminating transactions; moreover, Monsieur Mille made no
attempt to visit me, and my own scruples made it an easy duty for me not
to go in search of him. Nevertheless, being a good-hearted man, he sent
me his collection of songs when the printing was completed. Ah, how
slight the resemblance between his second muse and his first! The latter
had been powdered, painted, perfumed. The new one resembled a fury, with
serpents for locks of hair. I can still recall the song of the
_sans-culottes_, which aimed at being very malicious. It began thus—
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