She found him looking abject and miserable, but this did not soften
her. “Nice things you’ve been doing,” said she.
“I hoped you would come, so I could ask pardon,” he answered.
“Pardon! Well, I never did! Look you here, Ove! I simply don’t know
what to make of you. And I’ll have no more to do with you on this
earth, so there. I’m not known to folk as a thief nor a rascal, but go
my own honest way. And haven’t I warned you faithfully from my heart,
and you’ve only gone on as bad as ever? A man already promised and
betrothed, going about as a costly jewel to other womenfolk? And then
to go stealing people’s money and have to stick up a confession on a
gatepost in broad daylight. I’m that shamed I don’t know what to do
with myself. Don’t say a word; I know all about you. You’ve nothing
to say at all but only harden your heart and shout, Hurray, my boys!
And it’s all been true affection on my part, but you’ve been as a very
leper towards me, and soiled my life with a disgraceful burglary. You
needn’t try to say a word, and only make it worse. Praise be the Lord,
there’s not a soul but says the same--how you’ve shamefully deceived
me. And the priest himself says I’d better give you up and go away at
once, though he’d be sorry to lose me. And it’s no good you standing
there trying to hide, Ove, seeing you’re a sinner in the sight of God
and man, and only worthy to be cast aside. And if I do call you Ove,
after all that’s passed, I don’t mean it a bit, and you needn’t think
I’m going to make it up with you, because I’m not, for I won’t have
anything to do with you here or hereafter, and never be a friend of
yours in all the world. For there’s nobody could have done more for you
than I’ve done this long time back, but you’ve only been overflowing
with recklessness and never a thought of me, and taking advantage of me
early and late. Though I’m sure it’s partly my own fault, and more’s
the pity, by reason of being too lenient and overlooking this and that
all the time.”
There stood Rolandsen, a wretched creature, with never a word to
say for himself. He had never heard Marie van Loos so incoherent as
to-day; it showed how his dire misdeed had shaken her. When she stopped
speaking, she seemed thoroughly exhausted.
“I’ll turn over a new leaf,” he said.
“You? A new leaf?” Jomfru van Loos laughed bitterly. “What’s done is
done, and will be for all your turning. And seeing I’m come of decent
folk myself, I’ll not have you smirching my good name. When I say a
thing, I mean it. And I tell you now, I’m going away by the post-packet
the day after to-morrow; but I’m not going to have you coming down to
the quay saying good-bye, and the priest he says the same. I’ll say
good-bye to you to-day and once and for all. And thanks for the happy
hours we’ve had together--the rest I’ll try to forget.”
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