Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Yet the letter expressed only tenderness. In tenderest words his
betrothed reminded him of past wrong-doing and urged upon him the duty
of atonement. If this girl whom he had so passionately loved a little
while ago was from society's standpoint unworthy to be his wife--it was
he who had made her unworthiness--he who alone could redeem her from
absolute shame and disgrace. "All the world knows that you wronged her,
let all the world know that you are glad to make such poor amends as may
be made for that wrong," wrote Christabel. "I forgive you all the sorrow
you have brought upon me: it was in a great measure my own fault. I was
too eager to link my life with yours. I almost thrust myself upon you. I
will revere and honour you all the days of my life, if you will do right
in this hard crisis of our fate. Knowing what I know I could never be
happy as your wife: my soul would be wrung with jealous fears; I should
never feel secure of your love; my life would be one long self-torment.
It is with this conviction that I tell you our engagement is ended,
Angus, loving you with all my heart. I have not come hurriedly to this
resolution. It is not of anybody's prompting. I have prayed to my God
for guidance. I have questioned my own heart, and I believe that I have
decided wisely and well. And so farewell, dear love. May God and your
conscience inspire you to do right.
"Your ever constant friend,
"CHRISTABEL COURTENAY."
Angus Hamleigh's first impulse was anger. Then came a softer feeling,
and he saw all the nobleness of the womanly instinct that had prompted
this letter: a good woman's profound pity for a fallen sister; an
innocent woman's readiness to see only the poetical aspect of a guilty
love; an unselfish woman's desire that right should be done, at any cost
to herself.
"God bless her!" he murmured, and kissed the letter before he laid it
under his pillow.
His next thought was to telegraph immediately to Christabel. He asked
his nurse to bring him a telegraph form and a pencil, and with a
shaking hand began to write:--
"No! a thousand times no. I owe no allegiance to any one but to you.
There can be no question of broken faith with the person of whom you
write. I hold you to your promise."
Scarcely had his feeble fingers scrawled the lines than he tore up the
paper.
"I will see the doctor first," he thought. "Am I a man to claim the
fulfilment of a bright girl's promise of marriage? No, I'll get the
doctor's verdict before I send her a word."
When the old family practitioner had finished his soundings and
questionings, Angus asked him to stop for a few minutes longer.
"You say I'm better this afternoon, and that you'll get me over this
bout," he said, "and I believe you. But I want you to go a little
further and tell me what you think of my case from a general point of
view."
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