Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"Yes, she was all honey when I first came home, wasn't she, mother?"
returned Leonard, nursing his boot, and frowning at the lamp on the low
table by Mrs. Tregonell's chair. "All hypocrisy--rank humbug--that's
what it was. She is still bewailing that fellow whom you brought
here--and, mark my words, she'll marry him sooner or later. She threw
him over in a fit of temper, and pride, and jealousy; and when she finds
she can't live without him she'll take some means of bringing him back
to her. It was all your doing, mother. You spoiled my chances when you
brought your old sweetheart's son into this house. I don't think you
could have had much respect for my dead father when you invited that man
to Mount Royal."
Mrs. Tregonell's mild look of reproach might have touched the hardest
heart; but it was lost on Leonard, who sat scowling at the lamp, and did
not once meet his mother's eyes.
"It is not kind of you to say that, Leonard," she said gently; "you
ought to know that I was a true and loving wife to your father, and that
I have always honoured his memory, as a true wife should. He knew that I
was interested in Angus Hamleigh's career, and he never resented that
feeling. I am sorry your cousin has rejected you--more sorry than even
you yourself can be, I believe--for your marriage has been the dream of
my life. But we cannot control fate. Are you really fond of her, dear?"
"Fond of her? A great deal too fond--foolishly--ignominiously fond of
her--so fond that I am beginning to detest her."
"Don't despair then, Leonard. Let this first refusal count for nothing.
Only be patient, and gentle with her--not cold and rude, as you have
been lately."
"It's easy to talk," said Leonard, contemptuously. "But do you suppose I
can feel very kindly towards a girl who refused me as coolly as if I had
been asking her to dance, and who let me see at the same time that she
is still passionately in love with Angus Hamleigh? You should have seen
how she blazed out at me when I mentioned his name--her eyes
flaming--her cheeks first crimson and then deadly pale. That's what love
means. And, even if she were willing to be my wife to-morrow, she would
never give me such love as that. Curse her," muttered the lover between
his clenched teeth; "I didn't know how fond I was of her till she
refused me--and now, I could crawl at her feet, and sue to her as a
palavering Irish beggar sues for alms, cringing and fawning, and
flattering and lying--and yet in my heart of hearts I should be savage
with her all the time, knowing that she will never care for me as she
cared for that other fellow."
"Leonard, if you knew how it pains me to hear you talk like that," said
Mrs. Tregonell. "It makes me fearful of your impetuous, self-willed
nature."
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