Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The warning gong sounded at half-past seven as usual, and at eight the
butler announced dinner. Captain Vandeleur and Mr. Montagu had returned
from Bodmin, and they were grouped in front of the fire talking in
undertones with Mr. Tregonell, while Christabel and the younger Miss
Vandeleur sat on a sofa, silent, after a few murmured expressions of
grief on the part of the latter lady.
"It is like a dream," sighed Mopsy, this being the one remark which a
young person of her calibre inevitably makes upon such an occasion. "It
is like a dreadful dream--playing billiards last night, and now--dead!
It is too awful."
"Yes, it is awful; Death is always awful," answered Christabel,
mechanically.
She had told herself that it was her duty to appear at the
dinner-table--to fulfil all her responsibilities as wife and
hostess--not to give any one the right to say that she was bemoaning him
who had once been her lover; and she was here to do her duty. She wanted
all the inhabitants of her little world to see that she mourned for him
only as a friend grieves for the loss of a friend--soberly, with pious
submission to the Divine Will that had taken him away. For two hours she
had remained on her knees beside her bed, drowned in tears, numbed by
despair, feeling as if life could not go on without him, as if this
heavily-beating heart of hers must be slowly throbbing to extinction:
and then the light of reason had begun to glimmer through the thick
gloom of grief, and her lips had moved in prayer, and, as if in answer
to her prayers, came the image of her child, to comfort and sustain her.
"Let me not dishonour my darling," she prayed. "Let me remember that I
am a mother as well as a wife. If I owe my husband very little, I owe my
son everything."
Inspired by that sweet thought of her boy, unwilling, for his sake, to
give occasion for even the feeblest scandal, she had washed the tears
from her pale cheeks, and put on a dinner gown, and had gone down to the
drawing-room just ten minutes before the announcement of dinner.
She remembered how David, when his beloved was dead, had risen and
washed and gone back to the business of life. "What use are my tears to
him, now he is gone?" she said to herself, as she went downstairs.
Miss Bridgeman was not in the drawing-room; but Mopsy was there, dressed
in black, and looking very miserable.
"I could not get poor Dop to come down," she said, apologetically. "She
has been lying on her bed crying ever since she heard the dreadful news.
She is so sensitive, poor girl; and she liked him so much; and he had
been so attentive to her. I hope you'll excuse her?"
"Please don't apologize. I can quite imagine that this shock has been
dreadful for her--for every one in the house. Perhaps you would rather
dine upstairs, so as to be with your sister?"
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