Her every objection was met by an urgent answer; she resigned herself at
last to his insistent determination. Sometimes, lately, she had felt a
little afraid of this masterful husband, the incarnation of courtesy
away from home, the slave-driver with his family. His father had been
the same type, as Paul had once reminded her. It stirred in his blood;
Derrell and Pratt, the older brothers, had ordered him around, as a boy,
as dictatorially as if he were a negro; he, in turn, had bossed the
neighboring children, and the servants. "Bred in the bone," Mary had
once said to her mother. "He can cover it; he can't change it."
On occasion, he was considerate and tender; but if there was work to be
done, he attacked it with impetuous ferocity. Negroes, children, even
his wife, became tools to be picked up, used, and laid down as quickly.
In her heart Mary resented the attitude, even while defending it to her
family.
It was in this mood that he plunged at the acquisition of the mountain
lands, and the planning of the new house. Mary found little of the
chummy spirit that had warmed the first few married years; instead, the
hold that the hill had taken upon his imagination intensified his usual
dominance. Adamsville, the mountain, called him. He had a recurring,
varying vision of the iron city brought to the feet of the mountain; of
country estates climbing up to his crest home, overlooking the whole
city, the state, the South. He saw himself filling coveted public
offices.... The shifting details spurred his determination. With the
mountain his, he could do anything, be anything.... He gave slack rein
to these fancies; for he knew that man spent more hours upon these
preparatory visions, desire-spun solitaire conversations and imaginary
victories, than upon any other activity: even sleep was filled with a
continuation of the day's longings, altered but unmistakable. He would
differ from the usual man in that he would drive or bend to completion
these airy plannings.
His secret dreams he shared with no one. Mary may have suspected their
existence, from his silent spells of brow-knitted thought, but he denied
her the confidence her cordial sympathy had hoped for. His desire
blueprinted the future unassisted.
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