"I don't never have any time for myself, mother," he would complain,
after a scene with Paul. "The Highland boys don't have to work all the
time."
"Your father is very busy, Pell; if you don't help him, who will?"
Continued repetition of these negligences caused tingling reminders to
be applied to the boy. Paul hated to whip his son; he almost despised
himself for causing suffering to a smaller human; but what was he to do?
Pelham grew familiar with the feel of his father's belt; and still did
not, or could not, change his ways.
He could hardly remember when there had not been some friction between
them. Consciously and unconsciously he patterned himself after his
father in many things. Paul was jolly and companionable, whenever he
wished to be; he was an unusually clean representative of a class that
prided itself upon its chivalry and courage. These traits the boy
followed.
Then, too, his father had shown him inordinate attention, as the first
son, ever since his birth. This masculine approval, added to the
adulation of adoring women relatives, exalted his already high opinion
of himself, made him selfishly demand more than his share.
His mother's love, for instance,--there were times when he wanted to
feel he had all of it. When his father was off on business trips, he
became, young as he was, the head of the house. It fretted him to be
reduced again to a humble subordinate position.
He could sleep in Mary's room, when Paul was away; this privilege he
lost on the return. He hardly realized how this tinged his thoughts with
dislike of the father. The parents had a vast, almost a godlike, part in
his life,--as in the lives of all children. Whatever daily good or ill
he received, came primarily from them; his own efforts counted only as
they pleased or displeased the deities. What he did not receive, he
blamed upon his father; and he often dwelt upon the happy home life
should Paul die, or disappear. He could earn a living for mother, and
make a loving home for her....
These things created an unseen and growing breach between the two.
When he first came to Adamsville, Paul had had to go out and make
business for himself. He had allied himself to James Snell, a fidgety,
pushing real estate operator who was familiar with the newcomer's
success in Jackson. "The Snell-Judson Real Estate and Development
Company" came into existence; Paul joined the Commercial Club, the
Country Club, and met here as many people as he could. Before the
winter was over, he found his hands full. Perpetual application to the
complications of real estate problems throughout the county was wearing;
which made him less liable than ever to put up with Pelham's
shortcomings. As the spring grew on, and the matter did not mend, he
called his son into his room early one morning. "You left the cow-gate
unlatched last night, Pelham."
The boy sensed the gravity of his father's tone, and grew at once
apprehensive. "I thought I shut it, father----"
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