Pelham switched on the light, and pulled out an unread volume of
Stevenson. His fingers loafed over the leaves, as he listened to the
persistent drive of the storm.
IX
The rain exhausted its ammunition during the night; a clear truce
followed. The bright green cleanliness of leaves, the reburnished
brilliance of golden-glow and flaming canna, showed the hill heartened
by the hours of storm.
But there was nothing morning-minded in Pelham's soul, as he irked over
the day's details at the mines. All that he had to do seemed mechanical,
inconsequential; the planning had been done already--his admirable role
was that of a cog, touching off other cogs to their diverse tasks in the
vast mechanism that was disemboweling the mountain,--the mothering
mountain, that had once been pal and parent to him. Less than a cog,
indeed--for the other cogs held him as alien; he could not share their
lives nor their thoughts, nor was he one of the final beneficiaries, no
matter what the miners might think.
He knew, too, that his father was becoming as alien to him as these
miners held that the son was to them. Pelham was wrapped up in the
minutiae of the mining; and this was a book in which Paul had covered
only the first simple chapters. Again, the son's reading at the northern
college, and the intangible outlook acquired there, opened vistas that
Paul could not share; and in those matters where the two wills came into
direct touch, such as marrying "where money was," and relationship with
women, they were pole-distant apart. The son, in his youthful
restlessness, was at outs with the whole situation; he was bored with
it, as he was with the young concerns of his brothers, the chatter of
Nell and Sue, and the immeasurable vapidity of Nellie Tolliver, Lane
Cullom, Dorothy Meade, the whole group of Adamsville's stale,
unprofitable friends, young and old. There was, of course, his
mother ... and the mountain; but she was part and parcel of Paul's
existence, too; and the mountain seemed strangely uncommunicative and
passive, these days, as if waiting for him to make the break, to take an
affirmative step needed to quicken his thinking and being.
The insipid promise of the afternoon's fete, for instance--were his days
to be an unending vista of such chatter, and trivial preening and
strutting of visionless girls and young men? Dorothy offered more than
that; yet he was singularly at odds with himself over her. To be burnt
by a fire he could not touch: to chain himself, a voluntary Tantalus,
before perilous sweets just out of reach--an admirable role! It was in
his own hands to end it; and since Paul's advice about Butler's Avenue
did not condemn the thing that he shrank from in Dorothy's case, he was
repelled by the remembrance that he had ever considered ending the
purity that Mary had held him to.
After all, his sisters' fete would be better than that.
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