"I can take care of you now," he urged with affectionate crispness.
"We've had enough of this, honey. You fix the date--to-night!" His arms
bound her closer.
"Paul--you hurt----"
"Then do as I say," he laughed, triumphantly passionate.
He won her answer.
The wedding helped christen the new Baptist Church. The systematic
sweetness of the honeymoon included a flashed glimpse of Mammoth Cave,
and a short stay at Niagara. Upon the return followed eager days and
nights in which she was allowed to grow into his plans. He discussed his
projects fully with her, taking her to see the houses, lots, and
subdivisions from which their living was chiefly derived. She marveled
at his ceaseless energy. Drive, drive, drive,--in a fading community
dozing in the enervating aroma of decaying days: no wonder he succeeded
so well! The business constantly broadened in importance and scope.
Mary had her plans and dreams too,--intimate visions that left small
room for the old desires toward artistic success; and these she soon
shared with Paul. The husband was anxious that the first baby should be
a boy. He had not tired of his grinding work; but he had begun to
realize that the slowly maturing schemes would inevitably open out
further opportunities; business was a never ending, slowly widening
game. He could, of course, confine his activities to the simple
beginnings. But he realized that this could only mean that some one else
would take advantage of what he had started; and he wanted to keep his
fingers clamped upon the pulse of it all. The time would come when a son
who could fit into his visionings would be an invaluable aid.
The days plodding toward the birth, when Mary walked, more and more
alone, down the narrowing road to the ultimate taut gate of motherhood,
made the warm-eyed bride even dearer to him. It seemed so unfair, this
voluntary tempting of death required of the woman--there were hours when
he hated himself for the summoning of the ancient curse upon woman, and
would have put himself in pledge to recall the irrevocable act. The
dragging schedule of pain should somehow be altered. But the thought of
the tiny son on his insensate way was a consolation.
The elaborate layette, with ample contributions from friends and
relatives, was threaded with tiny blue ribbons; the baby's arrival, like
a human alkali on litmus-paper, changed the significant shade to pink.
Eleanor, his first born, gradually claimed her father's regard; but,
although Paul never referred to it, the perversion of his hopes was a
tremendous disappointment.
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