Presently she looked up, deeply touched by Emily's words and caresses,
and her blue eyes shone like stars as her face beamed with something
finer than mere beauty, for the secrets of her innocent heart were known
to this friend now, and it was very sweet to accept the first draught of
confidence and praise.
"I don't mind much, but I was scared for a minute. No one knows but
Mother, and she laughs at me, though she don't care if it makes me
happy. I'm glad you like my scribbling, but really I never think or hope
of being anybody. I couldn't, you know! but it's real nice to have you
say I _might_ and to make believe for a little while."
"But why not, Becky? The Goodale girls did, and half the poets in the
world were poor, ignorant people at first, you know. It only needs time
and help, and the gift will grow, and people see it; and then the glory
and the money will come," cried Emily, quite carried away by her own
enthusiasm and good-will.
"Could I get any money by these things?" asked Becky, looking at the
crumpled paper lying under a laurel-bush.
"Of course you could, dear! Let me have some of them, and I'll show you
that I know good poetry when I see it. You will believe if some
bank-bills come with the paper the verses appear in, I hope?"
Blind to any harm she might do by exciting vain hopes in her eagerness
to cheer and help, Emily made this rash proposal in all good faith,
meaning to pay for the verses herself if no editor was found to accept
them.
Becky looked half bewildered by this brilliant prospect, and took a long
breath, as if some hand had lifted a heavy burden a little way from her
weary back, for stronger than ambition for herself was love for her
family, and the thought of help for them was sweeter than any dream of
fame.
"Yes, I would! oh, if I only _could_, I'd be the happiest girl in the
world! But I can't believe it, Emily. I heard Mrs. Taylor say that only
the _very best_ poetry paid, and mine is poor stuff, I know well
enough."
"Of course it needs polishing and practice and all that; but I'm sure it
is oceans better than half the sentimental twaddle we see in the papers,
and I _know_ that some of those pieces _are_ paid for, because I have a
friend who is in a newspaper office, and he told me so. Yours are quaint
and simple and some very original. I'm sure that ballad of the old house
is lovely, and I want to send it to Whittier. Mamma knows him; it's the
sort he likes, and he is so kind to every one, he will criticise it, and
be interested when she tells him about you. Do let me!"
"I never could in the world! It would be so bold, Mother would think I
was crazy. I love Mr. Whittier, but I wouldn't dar'st to show him my
nonsense, though reading his beautiful poetry helps me ever so much."
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