“The other civilians were thereupon placed in rows of three. The
third in each row was to leave it and fall out behind the dead
bodies, in order to be shot. All the civilians had their hands tied
behind their backs. My brother and I stood next to each other: I was
number two; my brother Omer, twenty years of age, was number three.
I asked the officer, ‘May I change places with my brother? It makes
no difference to you who falls under your bullets; but it does to my
mother, who is a widow, for my brother has finished his studies and
is more useful to her than I am.’ Once again he refused to listen
to my prayer. ‘Fall out, number three!’ My brother and I embraced;
and he joined the others. There were thirty of them, drawn up in
line. Then a horrible scene took place: the German soldiers, walking
slowly along the row, killed three at each discharge of their rifles,
waiting between the volleys for the officer’s word of command.”
4
Incidents such as these would pass unperceived if one did not take the
trouble to seek them out and to collect them piously amid the huge
mass of tragedies which for more than four years upset and ravaged
the unhappy country tortured by its invaders. Had they occurred in
the history of Greece or Rome, they would have found a place among
the great deeds that honour our earth and deserve to live for ever
in the memory of man. It is our duty to make them known for a moment
and to engrave in our recollection the names of those who were their
heroes. Thus set down, simply and plainly, as befits historic truth,
in depositions sworn under oath before a nameless registrar who has
stripped them of any literary or sentimental embellishment, they give
at first but a very faint idea of the intensity of the tragedy and
the value of the sacrifice. There is here no question of a glorious
death faced amid the excitement of the fighting, on a vast field of
battle. Nor are we considering an indefinite or overhanging menace, or
an uncertain, remote and perhaps avoidable danger. We have to do with
an obscure, solitary, horrible and imminent death in a ditch; and the
six rifle-barrels are there, aimed almost point-blank, ready, upon a
sign of the officer who accepts your offer, to change you, in a second,
into a heap of bleeding flesh and to send you to the unknown, terrible
region which man dreads all the more when he is still full of strength
and life. There is not a moment’s interval nor a gleam of hope between
question and answer, between existence with all its joys and death
with all its horrors. There is no encouragement, no word or gesture
of stimulation or support, no reward; in an instant, all is given in
exchange for nothing; it is sheer self-sacrifice standing naked and so
pure that we are surprised that not even Germans were conquered by its
beauty.
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