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Well, as I was saying, when one comes to life again like this, and has
to renew acquaintance with one's own mind, in a sudden swarming rush of
hurrying memories--that is a good deal of pressure for a brain so long
unused.
But when on top of that, one is pushed headlong into a world
immeasurably different from the world one has left at twenty-five--a
topsy-turvy world, wherein all one's most cherished ideals are found to
be reversed, re-arranged, or utterly gone; where strange new facts are
accompanied by strange new thoughts and strange new feelings--the
pressure becomes terrific.
Nellie has suggested that I write it down, and I think for once she is
right. I disagree with her on so many points that I am glad to recognize
the wisdom of this idea. It will certainly be a useful process in my
re-education; and relieve the mental tension.
So, to begin with my first life, being now in my third----
* * * * * *
I am the only son of a Methodist minister of South Carolina. My mother
was a Yankee. She died after my sister Ellen was born, when I was seven
years old. My father educated me well. I was sent to a small Southern
college, and showed such a talent for philology that I specialized in
ancient languages, and, after some teaching and the taking of various
degrees, I had a wonderful opportunity to join an expedition into India
and Tibet. I was eager for a sight of those venerable races, those hoary
scriptures, those time-honored customs.
We were traveling through the Himalayas--and the last thing I remember
was a night camp, and a six-months-old newspaper from home. We had
rejoicingly obtained it from a party we met in the pass.
It was read and re-read by all of us--even the advertisements--even the
editorials, and in one of these I learned that Mrs. Eddy had been dead
some time and that another religion had burst forth and was sweeping the
country, madly taken up by the women. That was my last news item.
I suppose it was this reading, and the discussions we had, that made me
walk in my sleep that night. That is the only explanation I can give. I
know I lay down just as I was--and that's all I know, until Nellie found
me.
* * * * * *
The party reported me lost. They searched for days, made what inquiry
they could. No faintest clue was ever found. Himalayan precipices are
very tall, and very sudden.
* * * * * *
My sister Nellie was traveling in Tibet and found me, with a party of
peasants. She gathered what she could from them, through interpreters.
It seems that I fell among those people--literally; bruised, stunned,
broken, but not dead. Some merciful--or shall I say unmerciful?--trees
had softened the fall and let me down easy, comparatively speaking.
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