Mr. Meeson gazed round him. He looked at the long array of glass and
silver, at the spotless napery and costly flowers. He looked at the
walls hung with works of art, which, whatever else they might be, were
at least expensive; at the mirrors and the soft wax-lights; at the
marble mantelpieces and the bright warm fires (for it was November); at
the rich wall paper and the soft, deep-hued carpet; and reflected that
they were all his. And then he sighed, and his coarse, heavy face sank
in and grew sad. Of what use was this last extremity of luxury to him?
He had nobody to leave it to, and to speak the truth, it gave him but
little pleasure. Such pleasure as he had in life was derived from
making money, not from spending it. The only times when he was really
happy were when he was in his counting house directing the enterprises
of his vast establishment, and adding sovereign by sovereign to his
enormous accumulations. That had been his one joy for forty years, and
it was still his joy.
And then he fell to thinking of his nephew, the only son of his
brother, whom he had once loved, before he lost himself in publishing
books and making money, and sighed. He had been attached to the lad in
his own coarse way, and it was a blow to him to cut himself loose from
him. But Eustace had defied him, and—what was worse—he had told him the
truth, which he, of all men, could not bear. He had said that his
system of trade was dishonest, that he took more than his due, and it
was so. He knew it; but he could not tolerate that it should be told
him, and that his whole life should thereby be discredited, and even
his accumulated gold tarnished—stamped as ill-gotten; least of all
could he bear it from his dependent. He was not altogether a bad man;
nobody is; he was only a coarse, vulgar tradesman, hardened and defiled
by a long career of sharp dealing. At the bottom, he had his feelings
like other men, but he could not tolerate exposure or even
contradiction; therefore he had revenged himself. And yet, as he sat
there, in solitary glory, he realized that to revenge does not bring
happiness, and could even find it in his heart to envy the steadfast
honesty that had defied him at the cost of his own ruin.
Not that he meant to relent or alter his determination. Mr. Meeson
never relented, and never changed his mind. Had he done so he would not
at that moment have been the master of two millions of money.
CHAPTER III.
AUGUSTA’S LITTLE SISTER.
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