Augusta collected her wits as well as she could. The man evidently did
love her; there was no doubting the sincerity of his words, and she
liked him and he was a gentleman. If she married him there would be an
end of all her worries and troubles, and she could rest contentedly on
his strong arm. Woman, even gifted woman, is not made to fight the
world with her own hand, and the prospect had allurements. But while
she thought, Eustace Meeson’s bonny face rose before her eyes, and, as
it did so, a faint feeling of repulsion to the man who was pleading
with her took form and colour in her breast. Eustace Meeson, of course,
was nothing to her; no word or sign of affection had passed between
them; and the probability was that she would never set her eyes upon
him again. And yet that face rose up between her and this man who was
pleading at her side. Many women, likely enough, have seen some such
vision from the past and have disregarded it, only to find too late
that that which is thrust aside is not necessarily hidden; for alas!
those faces of our departed youth have an uncanny trick of rising from
the tomb of our forgetfulness. But Augusta was not of the great order
of opportunists. Because a thing might be convenient, it did not,
according to the dictates of her moral sense, follow that it was
lawful. Therefore, she was a woman to be respected. For a woman who,
except under most exceptional circumstances, gives her instincts the
lie in order to pander to her convenience or her desire for wealth and
social ease, is not altogether a woman to be respected.
In a very few seconds she had made up her mind.
“I am very much obliged to you, Mr. Tombey,” she said; “you have done
me a great honour, the greatest honour man can do to a woman; but I
cannot marry you.”
“Are you sure?” gasped the unfortunate Tombey, for his hopes had been
high. “Is there no hope for me? Perhaps there is somebody else!”
“There is nobody else, Mr. Tombey; and, I am sorry to say, you don’t
know how much it pains me to say it, I cannot hold out any prospect
that I shall change my mind.”
He dropped his head upon his hands for a minute, and then lifted it
again.
“Very well,” he said slowly; “it can’t be helped. I never loved any
woman before, and I never shall again. It is a pity “—(with a hard,
little laugh)—“that so much first-class affection should be wasted.
But, there you are; it is all part and parcel of the pleasant
experiences which make up our lives. Good-bye, Miss Smithers; at least,
good-bye as a friend!”
“We can still be friends,” she faltered.
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