Love stories; New England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He drew back and looked at her. There was no dreary ghastliness in her
pallor. He took her in his arms again for one long, lover kiss--one
long kiss of life to life and soul to soul. In that kiss all their old
hopes were fulfilled; all their old confidence came back again; all
doubt and hesitation were gone forever. Fate, that was so cruel to
them, forgave them again. The old terror between them had slowly sunk
away, like a vanishing, ghostly dream,--vanishing as light of heaven
grows strong and clear over the soul. The blood that they knew of on
each other’s hands was washed and worn away, flowing no longer between,
a dark line, narrow but deep as the river of death.
They had riven their last embrace long ago, because a death, bloody and
terrible, beheld them with dead, chilling eyes. Even that last embrace,
with all its passionate despair, seemed a sacrilege, a repeated
parricide. What if the murder was no murder? Then there was the dead.
There, studying them with staring eyes, staring beyond them into an
eternity of vengeance. Was that a place for love’s endearments? For
tenderness dear and delicate? No! no! depart! Fly, lover! Seek thy
saddest exile! Crush thy dear, dear longings! Forget! ah, yes, forget!
That guiltless crime they knew of severed them. Go! Let this impossible
love be crushed or forgotten.
Crushed! Forgotten! These despot words are uttered easily; but all
the while they know their futileness. Stronger grows mightiness until
it has prevailed. And love is the strongest strength. This is the
permanent and uncontrollable victor, stronger than death.
But slowly for these lovers the sense of their guiltlessness overcame
the awe of crime. Heaven pardons ah! things more guilty far, than
their unhappy and bewildered innocence. They saw pardon rising over
them, pale but hopeful as the twilight of dawn. And when this pardon
overspread their hearts, like the throbbing violet of daybreak, and the
pardoned lovers met, how could they know that parting had not done its
common work? All common loves are slain by separation. So these two
lovers stood apart; each ignorant whether Heaven had been generous to
the other of its gift of pardon, and each unwilling, as proud souls may
be, to hold the other to old pledges and perhaps detested bonds. Apart,
but approaching surely; until the pleasant, meaning playfulness of
picnic talk, and the fateful apparition of the flirt, and the chance
confession of an old, half-forgotten folly, had revealed to them,
clear as their hopes had been, the certainty of their love, unchanged,
unchangeable, eternal, infinite.
He had taken Diana in his arms again. Her hurt was surely not grave, a
cut upon her arm as she fainted and fell. But again another spasm of
paling agony passed over her face.
“The old wound,” she said despairingly. “I am fainting again. Take me
to Clara.”
He lifted her--she, so dying as it seemed--he so strong in his heart’s
agonies of death.
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