The delights of the last-mentioned prospect were so great, that George
could not make up his mind to postpone them, and, in the afternoon, he
set out to call on the Pocklingtons. There could be no harm in giving
them at least a hint of the altered state of his fortunes, due, as it
was in reality, to Mrs. Pocklington's kindness in presenting him to
Lord Mapledurham. It would certainly be very pleasant to prove to the
Pocklingtons, especially to Laura Pocklington, that they had been
justified in standing by him, and that he was entitled, not to the
good-natured tolerance accorded to honesty, but to the admiration due
to success.
In matters of love, at least, George Neston cannot be presented as an
ideal hero. Heroes unite the discordant attributes of violence and
constancy: George had displayed neither. Isabel Bourne had satisfied
his judgment without stirring his blood. When she presumed to be so
ill-advised as to side against him, he resigned, without a pang, a
prospect that had become almost a habit. Easily and insensibly the
pretty image of Laura Pocklington had filled the vacant space. As he
wended his way to Mrs. Pocklington's, he smiled to think that a month or
two ago he had looked forward to a life spent with Isabel Bourne with
acquiescence, though not, it is true, with rapture. Had the rapture
existed before, it is sad to think that perhaps the smile would have
been broader now; for love, when born in trepidation and nursed
in joy, is often buried without lamentation and remembered with
amusement--kindly, even tender amusement, but still amusement. An
easy-going fancy like George's for Isabel cannot claim even the tribute
of a tear behind the smile--a tear which, by its presence, causes yet
another smile. George was not even grateful to Isabel for a pleasant
dream and a gentle awakening. She was gone; and, what is more, she ought
never to have come: and there was an end of it.
George, having buried Isabel, rang the bell with a composed mind. He
might ask Laura Pocklington to marry him to-day, or he might not. He
would be guided by circumstances in that matter: but at any rate he
would ask her, and that soon; for she was the only girl he could ever
be happy with, and, if he dawdled, his chance might be gone. Of course
there was a crowd of suitors at her feet, and, although George had no
unduly modest view of his own claims, he felt it behoved him to be up
and doing. It is true that the crowd of suitors was not very much in
evidence, but who could doubt its existence without questioning the
sanity and eyesight of mankind?
As it so chanced, however, George did not see Laura. He saw Mrs.
Pocklington, and that lady at once led the conversation to the insistent
topic of Neaera Witt. George could not help letting fall a hint of his
approaching victory.
"Poor woman!" said Mrs. Pocklington. "But, for your sake, I'm very
glad."
"Yes, it gets me out of an awkward position."
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