Bill Sykes likes to be tried in a black coat, and draggle-tailed Sal
smooths her tangled locks before she enters the dock. Who can doubt,
though it be not recorded, that the burghers of Calais, cruelly
restricted to their shirts, donned their finest linen to face King
Edward and his Queen, or that the Inquisitors were privileged to behold
many a robe born to triumph on a different stage? And so Neaera Witt
adorned herself to meet George Neston with subtle simplicity. Her own
ill-chastened taste, fed upon popular engravings, hankered after black
velvet, plainly made in clinging folds; but she fancied that the motive
would be too obvious for an eye so _rusé_ as George's, and reluctantly
surrendered her picture of a second Queen of Scots. White would be
better; white could cling as well as black, and would so mingle
suggestions of remorse and innocence that surely he could not be
hard-hearted enough to draw the distinction. A knot of flowers, destined
to be plucked to pieces by agitated hands--so much conventional emotion
she could not deny herself,--a dress cut low, and open sleeves made
to fall back when the white arms were upstretched for pity,--all this
should make a combined assault on George's higher nature and on his
lower. Neaera thought that, if only she had been granted time and money
to dress properly, she might never have seen the inside of Peckton gaol
at all; for even lawyers are human, or, if that be disputed, let us say
not superhuman.
George came in with all the awkwardness of an Englishman who hates a
scene and feels himself a fool for his awkwardness. Neaera motioned him
to a chair, and they sat silent for a moment.
"You sent for me, Mrs. Witt?"
"Yes," said Neaera, looking at the fire. Then, with a sudden turn of her
eyes upon him, she added, "It was only--to thank you."
"I'm afraid you have little enough to thank me for."
"Yes; your kindness at Liverpool."
"Oh, it seemed the best way out. I hope you pardon the liberty I took?"
"And for an earlier kindness of yours."
"I really----"
"Yes, yes. When they gave me that money you sent, I cried. I could not
cry in prison, but I cried then. It was the first time any one had ever
been kind to me."
George was embarrassed. He had an uneasy feeling that the sentiment was
trite; but, then, many of the saddest things are the tritest.
"It is good of you," he said, stumbling in his words, "to remember it,
in face of all I have done against you."
"You pitied me then."
"With all my heart."
"How did I do it? How did I? I wish I had starved; and seen my father
starve first!"
George wondered whether it was food that the late Mr. Gale so urgently
needed.
"But I did it. I was a thief; and once a thief, always a thief." And
Neaera smiled a sad smile.
"You must not suppose," he said, as he had once before, "that I do not
make allowances."
"Allowances?" she cried, starting up. "Allowances--always allowances!
never pity! never mercy! never forgetfulness!"
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