Bertha made no answer; she was feeling that the world had turned good, and wanted to hear nothing that could suggest imperfections in human nature: suddenly there had come over the universe a Sunday-school air which appealed to her better self. Going upstairs she sat at the window, gazing towards the farm where lived her heart’s desire. She wondered what Edward was doing! was he awaiting the night as anxiously as she? It gave her quite a pang that a sizeable hill should intervene between herself and him. During dinner she hardly spoke, and Miss Ley was mercifully silent. Bertha could not eat; she crumbled her bread and toyed with the various meats put before her. She looked at the clock a dozen times, and started absurdly when it struck the hour. She did not trouble to make any excuse to Miss Ley, whom she left to think as she chose. The night was dark and cold; Bertha slipped out of the side-door with a delightful feeling of doing something venturesome. But her legs would scarcely carry her, she had a sensation that was entirely novel; never before had she experienced that utter weakness of the knees so that she feared to fall; her breathing was strangely oppressive, and her heart beat almost painfully. She walked down the carriage-drive scarcely knowing what she did. She had forced herself to wait indoors till the desire to go out became uncontrollable, and she dared not imagine her dismay if there was no one to meet her when she reached the gate. It would mean he did not love her; she stopped with a sob. Ought she not to wait longer? It was still early. But her impatience forced her on. She gave a little cry. Craddock had suddenly stepped out of the darkness. “Oh, I’m sorry,” he said, “I frightened you. I thought you wouldn’t mind my coming this evening. You’re not angry?” She could not answer; it was an immense load off her heart. She was extremely happy, for then he did love her; and he feared she was angry with him. “I expected you,” she whispered. What was the good of pretending to be modest and bashful? She loved him and he loved her. Why should she not tell him all she felt? “It’s so dark,” he said, “I can’t see you.” She was too deliriously happy to speak, and the only words she could have said were, _I love you_, _I love you_. She moved a step nearer so as to touch him. Why did he not open his arms and take her in them, and kiss her as she had dreamt that he would kiss her? But he took her hand and the contact thrilled her; her knees were giving way, and she almost tottered. “What’s the matter?” he said. “Are you trembling?” “I’m only a little cold.” She was trying with all her might to speak naturally. Nothing came into her head to say. “You’ve got nothing on,” he said. “You must wear my coat.” He began to take it off. “No,” she said, “then you’ll be cold.” “Oh no, I shan’t.” What he was doing seemed to her a marvel of unselfish kindness; she was beside herself with gratitude.