Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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He was worse than ever next day; all through the night his fears had
been exaggerated and had kept him awake, and in the morning the doctor
was sent for--for the first time he wanted one. When he came he was
struck by the desolate and uncomfortable look of the rich man's
surroundings; his servants were too much afraid of him to spend one
unnecessary moment in his company; the contrast between services paid
for, and services given from love and affection, were startling to a man
who saw the poor in their hours of sickness, and who saw the tenderness
of heart and the care amongst them, however roughly it might be shown.
He knew little of the man before him, except that he had been a hard man
to his brother-in-law and to the half-sister whom he had seen in former
days, by the father's side, so often; but he was full of compassion for
him and for his want of womanly care and kindness.
"You should have womankind, in some way, about you," he said. "You are
not so ill; you will pull through this all right; but you may be ill
again, and you need care and kindness. What a pity you have no family!
Many a man would marry if he could look forward and see himself left to
the mercy of servants and strangers when he is ill."
"I lost my wife," said John Sandford, abruptly.
"I'm sorry," said Doctor Bayne. "I forgot that; I now remember hearing
of it. Well, it cannot be helped, but it makes a great difference having
young ones about one; young people make one young again."
He stayed some time from pure kindness, and Mr. Sandford was anything
but grateful to him; he wanted to think out by himself the thought his
words had given him. However, he asked him to come next day; his visit
was something to look forward to.
When he left Mr. Sandford lay quietly thinking.
"Young people make one young again."
Perhaps this was true; he was not old; he was strong and had never been
ill. He was a hale strong man under sixty, and yet the doctor spoke as
though now he must expect illness, then after illness came the end, yes,
the end!
The evening shadows crept slowly over everything; all the hours since
the doctor had left him John Sandford lay quiet, thinking, thinking of
all that had come and gone, all that might come and go.
At length he slept, and in his sleep, caused by the soothing draught
given to him, he dreamed strange things; some one, his sister, seemed
pursuing him with something that always threatened to overwhelm him, and
two girls kept warding it off. He saw their outstretched hands, and he
had a sort of consciousness that with them there, she could not hurt
him. The dream was so vivid that when he woke he looked round him
expecting still to see the pursuing figure. He gave a deep sigh, the
reality had been to terrible so him.
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