Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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The river suggested to her, as it does to all--the resistlessness of
fate--she was inexpressibly affected by this new and terrible
disappointment. After having known so little happiness she had got into
so quiet a haven; and once more, after feeling safe and happy, she was
dragged out into the rough waves of life to commence a battle again. It
crossed her mind that there might be some appeal--some one might help
her to avert this; she was a widow and no longer a girl; how was it that
she was so much in her brother's hands? Could Mr. Macfarlane not unravel
it. She had a secret dread giving up her husband's papers--perhaps
something might be found in them that might harm his memory, and since
his death she thought so much more tenderly of him, and remembered him
with so much more affection than she had done during his life, in spite
of her contempt for his abilities.
But still she blamed him for not having kept her safe out of this
position of dependence which had been her great hope when she had
married him. She forgave him now his want of success, but that--it was
so hard and it was so unfair to her.
She was deep in these thoughts when she was roused by the crunching of
the gravel under her window, and she went down to the room looking so
bare and desolate, stripped of its flowers, its quaint bits of china, of
everything that made it homelike--to receive Mr. and Mrs. Macfarlane.
Mrs. Macfarlane was a cheerful and a pleasant woman, but was much too
warm-hearted to be overpoweringly and oppressively cheerful when it
would have been hard for another to respond. She had the tact of a
kind-hearted woman, which is a much more reliable thing than the tact
acquired from the constant friction of society.
In a few moments they were all three having tea, the fire was making up
for other deficiencies, and, though Jean made an apology about the best
cups, no one had thought of anything as missing. Mrs. Dorriman had been
very greatly troubled about the papers; she herself had never dared to
go into them thoroughly as we know--she was afraid of seeing something
in those records that might distress her, about her husband. But for
this dread, she felt sometimes curious to know how these papers affected
her brother, and she did not know what to do about them. She did not
dare take them with her because she knew that if she did her brother
would soon make himself master of them; she could not lock them up as
the place was sold, and when she thought of that she always had a lump
in her throat.
All the time she was drinking her tea she was wondering what to do, and
longing to consult Mr. Macfarlane about it, kept back by her
overpowering timidity.
He himself came to the rescue: he asked her if she wished to leave
anything behind, and said he and his wife would be glad to take charge
of anything for her.
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