Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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In the meantime the girls were happy, though Grace was a little
restless. To go out walking, to meet two or three people, to eat and
drink and sleep, was not enough for her; she wanted something more, she
had a perfect craving for excitement. This was not the life she had
dreamed of. But for Paul Lyons it would be worse, but between her and
Paul had arisen a kind of perpetual give-and-take in words which
satisfied her since it occupied all his time. Margaret was nowhere as
regarded this, and Grace was happy in having the one cavalier within
reach entirely at her service.
Indeed, Margaret, with the unnecessary frankness of a girl, piqued him
by her open and undisguised sentiments of not only indifference, but
dislike.
There is an instinct in unspoiled girlhood which is often an unerring
guide. Margaret disliked Paul Lyons from the first; the ready change of
tone, the slighting observations at every moment about Mrs. Dorriman's
tastes, which Grace thought so natural and so witty, displeased her. She
thought him worse than he was. His manner to his mother was so careless,
and he so openly scoffed at her views, that she did not give him credit
for the hours he spent beside her when she was ill, or for the affection
he had for her. She thought him hateful. She had a high idea of what a
man should be, and her limited experience had not been happy. One great
relief was the fact that, save and except that one meeting on the steps
of the hotel, Mr. Drayton remained invisible. Indeed when they met in
this spasmodic and unpremeditated way he was waiting for a steamer to
take him many miles in another direction, and had gone, determined,
however, to return at the earliest possible opportunity.
After the conversation with his mother, Paul began to take much greater
pains to recommend himself to Margaret. He was like most of
us--attracted towards her by seeing her what he would wish to be. She
had so much of what he lacked. She was quiet, reserved, singularly
fearless on those rare occasions of asserting herself, and so openly
disapproved when he said or did anything giving the lie to his
professions, that he caught himself feeling ashamed of himself. Under
the gaze of her pure and unclouded eyes he felt unworthy, and she awoke
in him the desire for something better. He began to look back with
disgust and weariness on the portions of his life when he had fancied he
had seen life and lived; a better and truer manliness became visible to
him.
She was much younger, but so much wiser, he thought; he, by degrees,
fell from profound admiration into despair, and then rebounded from
despair to hope as she was kind to him, and found himself hopelessly in
love, before he well knew what he was about.
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