Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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The sincerity of his love was proved by its real humility. What had he
to offer this young brave who had talked so glibly about throwing his
handkerchief? When his mother prattled to him of his perfections he felt
bitterly humiliated. The serene grace of Margaret's manner, the
limitless indifference as to his presence or his coming or going, was a
terrible mortification to him, and he could go nowhere for consolation.
His mother's sole idea of consolation he knew would be flattery, and he
had learned to hate it.
Margaret's intense devotion to her sister was to him something beautiful
and wonderful, though he could not at times resist enlightening her
about her own superiority, only to regret it since his doing so made
Margaret cold to him and angry with him.
"You make an idol of your sister," he said to her, one day; "you think
her so beautiful. You are much more fair, and far, far more lovely."
"You should not say these things even to me," said Margaret, seriously,
"though I know you cannot help trying to flatter me--it is your way of
making conversation, I think."
"I wish you only knew how thoroughly in earnest I am," he said,
passionately. "You cannot realize how much better I feel when with you;
what a good influence you have over me. This is not flattery."
"It sounds very much like it," said Margaret, turning her grave young
face towards him, and allowing a little smile to light up her eyes.
"Now you are laughing at me," he said, in a hurt tone. "How can I make
you believe me?"
"Here comes your mother," said Margaret, much too unconscious of his
meaning to be in the least embarrassed. "You have done your best to
amuse me, and if you have failed it must be my own fault--not yours."
She turned lightly from him and he watched her with wrathful looks. Why
did she always turn his speeches aside, and treat him as of no
consequence? What was it that caused him so completely to fail with her?
Why was it she was so different from other girls?
Grace, for instance, accepted his speeches (in which he was conscious of
no meaning) as her due, with evident satisfaction. She believed
everything he said to her, implicitly; and when, as sometimes happened,
he showed something of his real strong devotion for Margaret to appear,
she accepted it as if it were an indirect compliment to herself. Her
vanity was of the open and undisguised order, and so completely
enveloped her, that no sarcasm could wound, no snub hurt her; and he was
often sarcastic, and often unintentionally snubbed her, and repented,
till he saw that both were equally lost upon her.
What a delightful thing it must be to live encased in an armour of this
kind; to be impervious to those friendly and unfriendly hits the world
at large thinks good for poor humanity.
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