Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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That doubt that visits most people when one loved is gone, as to whether
we have in any way failed towards them, visited him now. Even his new
passion for Margaret was for the moment pushed upon one side, and he
would, he must, be beside her, see her once more; and he would not allow
any personal ease or want of strength to stay him.
The result might have been guessed by all. When he got home he carried
out his wish, he did see that loved face once more, but a return of the
acute internal pain stretched him on his bed, and the local doctor,
fearing for him in his reduced state, gave him opiates, and so kept him
from consciousness and suffering at the same time.
Afterwards, what pain he would willingly have borne! had he been allowed
full consciousness.
It was some weeks before he emerged from the darkened room, and his
first act was to find out Margaret's address.
But, though he learned the sisters had gone from Lornbay, no one knew
where, and when his pressing letters stirred a friend into action, and
that he actually went to Renton, it was only to find that they were no
longer there, and that even Mrs. Dorriman had not their address.
To her he wrote and made no secret of his anxiety to find Margaret, but
with the best will in the world (and she sincerely liked Sir Albert) she
could say nothing, knowing nothing.
At that very time Margaret was trying to resign herself to a fate she
dreaded for the sake of Grace.
When on that memorable evening the doctor had spoken out his fears, and
Margaret had watched by her sister's bedside, she had noticed the hollow
cheeks and listened to her distracting cough, she absolutely hated
herself for shrinking from any sacrifice and so save her.
Had she had one shred of hope in connection with Sir Albert it would
have been impossible, but she had no hope; and more than this, the
terrible stab to her pride, the feeling that she had given her love
without its being really sought, maddened her at times. He would hear
of her, if she married Mr. Drayton, and he would never know the truth.
Grace woke in a paroxysm of pain and terror; till now she had suffered
acutely, but there had been no hæmorrhage, now it came on, and poor
Margaret, terrified and dreading she knew not what, was driven to
despair. Standing by her sister and watching her agonized face she took
a solemn vow that at any cost to herself she would save her.
After a night of bitterest anguish and suffering came peace, and
Margaret slept on the hard little sofa, slept profoundly through all the
stir and bustle of the "Sun" till the afternoon.
There was a shaded light in the room, and when she woke it was with the
consciousness of some one gazing at her, which most of us have known by
experience. Startled and confused, her lovely eyes still heavy with
sleep, and her hair in disorder, she sat up and looked round her.
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