Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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"How can I trust life?" she said, with a solemn, grave look; "death is
always there, and if you died----my sister might suffer. I may die....
It must be so."
He shivered a little.
"How you go on, talking of death, Margaret; and you never smile; you are
not like any bride I ever saw, you look so mournful, so sad; do you
know you are paying a very bad compliment? Will it satisfy you if I
arrange for that precious sister of yours to have something at my
death?"
"No," said Margaret, firmly, "you know that I am only marrying you
because I cannot help myself and her. I have never hidden the truth from
you, never; if you insist on marrying me I have concealed nothing from
you.... It is not yet too late."
He looked steadily at her.
"I cannot imagine why I love you so much," he said, bitterly, "in spite
of your scorn, your coldness, and all else. I think I am indeed a fool."
"Why do you care so much?" she said; "there are many who might learn to
love you, many girls fairer than I am. I am not so very fair."
"There is but one Margaret for me," he answered, "and in time you will
love me," and yet he had an uneasy sense of inferiority, of not being
able to reach her standard.
Mr. Drew found him a very troublesome and a very difficult man to deal
with, and after all he could not make the arrangement he wished.
Margaret would be hemmed in with restrictions, and trustees would have
much in their power; a very modest sum was secured to Grace in the event
of Mr. Drayton's death. In short, it came to this; that both sisters
were dependent upon him during his life, and were provided for, Margaret
very amply, at his death.
Mr. Drew's objections were overruled by Margaret.
"All I wanted was a certainty in the event of being left alone. Of
course, while I live, while _we_ live, Grace will share everything with
me. Mr. Drayton will allow this."
He said nothing, imagining that he had promised this. In her
inexperience she never dreamed of a life apart from Grace. Of course she
would be with her; they would share everything; that was so completely
in her mind that the poor child never dwelt upon it, she took it for
granted. She received various letters from old schoolfellows when her
approaching marriage was made known, but she could not answer them. She
laid them aside, and would write afterwards. How could she answer
congratulations? One letter from a girl she had liked particularly,
remained before her for a long time.
"I am longing to know all about _him_," she wrote. "After the intimacy
between us I have felt your silence hard; it is now explained; you are
happy in having found your ideal already; I was always afraid that few
could come up to your high standard, and you are not the sort of
character to marry without both love and esteem."
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