Justine knew that Mrs. Falchion held a sword over Roscoe's career;
she guessed that Mrs. Falchion both cared for him and hated him too;
but she did not know the true reason of the hatred--that only came out
afterwards. Woman-like, she exaggerated in order that she might move
him; but her motive was good, and what she said was not out of keeping
with the facts of life.
"The man's life even might be in danger?" he asked.
"It might."
"But surely that is not so dreadful," he still said calmly.
"Death is not the worst of evils."
"No, not the worst; one has to think of the evil word as well. The evil
word can be outlived; but the man must think of those who really love
him--who would die to save him--and whose hearts would break if he
were killed. Love can outlive slander, but it is bitter when it has to
outlive both slander and death. It is easy to love with joy so long as
both live, though there are worlds between. Thoughts fly and meet; but
Death makes the great division. . . . Love can only live in the
pleasant world."
Very abstractedly he said: "Is it a pleasant world to you?"
She did not reply directly to that, but answered: "Monsieur, if you know
of such a man as I speak of, warn him to fly." And she raised her eyes
from the ground and looked earnestly at him. Now her face was slightly
flushed, she looked almost beautiful.
"I know of such a man," he replied, "but he will not go. He has to
answer to his own soul and his conscience. He is not without fear, but
it is only fear for those who care for him, be they ever so few. And he
hopes that they will be brave enough to face his misery, if it must come.
For we know that courage has its hour of comfort. . . . When such a
man as you speak of has his dark hour he will stand firm."
Then with a great impulse he added: "This man whom I know did wrong, but
he was falsely accused of doing a still greater. The consequence of the
first thing followed him. He could never make restitution. Years went
by. Some one knew that dark spot in his life--his Nemesis."
"The worst Nemesis in this life, monsieur, is always a woman," she
interrupted.
"Perhaps she is the surest," he continued. "The woman faced him in the
hour of his peace and--" he paused. His voice was husky.
"Yes, 'and,' monsieur?"
"And he knows that she would ruin him, and kill his heart and destroy his
life."
"The waters of Marah are bitter," she murmured, and she turned her face
away from him to the woods. There was no trouble there. The birds were
singing, black squirrels were jumping from bough to bough, and they could
hear the tapping of the woodpecker. She slowly drew on her gloves, as if
for occupation.
He spoke at length as though thinking aloud: "But he knows that, whatever
comes, life has had for him more compensations than he deserves. For, in
his trouble, a woman came, and said kind words, and would have helped him
if she could."
"There were TWO women," she said solemnly.
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