Mrs. Gurney's apology : $b In justification of Mrs. ——'s friendshipGurney, Mary Jary
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Mrs. Gurney's apology : $b In justification of Mrs. ——'s friendship
Gurney, Mary Jary
Desertion and non-support; Gurney family; Gurney, Mary Jary, 1829-1872; Women -- Social and moral questions
And this love, so true, so self-immolating, met, as he anticipated,
with no approbation from his family. You remember how my husband, as
an especial favor, asked Miss ——, and would solicit the members of
his family, to accompany me to see my mother—a woman as far above
them all in every instinct of her soul as was my father—the true
representative of the Lords of Gournai and Le Braii.
Yet such was the affectation of superiority they always persevered in!
I know the world says we who are of English lineage never look so low
to find high things.
This is not, and was never, true of me nor of my blood. I would,
were it needful to find my ideal, as my father before me, search
through any situation, just as men dig down for jewels; and I would
have delved to the uttermost profound for that which I now possess.
But he whom I loved was not so far; he was near me by the permission
of that social law we have offended. The home of his family became
established near my own. He was oft actually beside me, and separated
only by that word from me; nay, he had right to touch me by
permission of this social law—was charged temporarily with the safety
of my life even—could speak to me, but respectfully—respectfully! He
who was in reality of kindred blood, and made for me—for me—whom they
paid court to, not because of the instinct of that blood, but because
of the narrow thrift of my kinsmen.
But enough of this. I might have spared myself the contempt that
tingles through my veins.
I loved him, E * * *; that was all. He became all I did, all I said,
my very life. If I say more I may err, for I truly know no more, and
shall never know more than this.
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