They were round the fire; two of the boys kneeling on the ground to get
the better blaze, thankful they had a fire at all. Their lessons were
over for the day. William had been thoroughly well brought on by his
father, in Greek, Latin, Euclid, and in English generally--in short, in
the branches necessary to a good education. Frank and Gar were forward
also; indeed, Frank, for his age, was a very good Latin scholar. But how
could they do much good or make much progress by themselves? William
helped his brothers as well as he could, but it was somewhat profitless
work; and Jane was all too conscious that they needed to be at school.
Altogether, her heart was sore within her.
Another thing was beginning to worry her--a fear lest her brother should
not be able to send the rent. She had fully counted upon it; but, now
that the time of its promised receipt was at hand, fears and doubts
arose. She was dwelling on it now--now, as she sat there at her work, in
the twilight of the early spring evening. If the money did not come, all
she could do would be to go to Mr. Ashley, tell him of her ill luck, and
that he must take the things at last. They must turn out, wanderers on
the wide earth; no----
A plaintive cry interrupted her dream and recalled her to reality. It
came from Jane, who was seated on a stool, her head leaning against the
side of the mantel-piece.
"She is crying, mamma," cried quick Frank; and Janey whispered something
into Frank's ear, the cry deepening into sobs.
"Mamma, she's crying because she's hungry."
"Janey, dear, I have nothing but bread. You know it. Could you eat a
bit?"
"I want something else," sobbed Janey. "Some meat, or some pudding. It
is such a long time since we had any. I am tired of bread; I am very
hungry."
There came an echoing cry from the other side of the fireplace. Gar had
laid his head down on the floor, and he now broke out, sobbing also.
"I am hungry too. I don't like bread any more than Janey does. When
shall we have something nice?"
Jane gathered them to her, one in each arm, soothing them with soft
caresses, her heart aching, her own sobs choked down, one single comfort
present to her--that God knew what she had to bear.
Almost she began to fear for her own health. Would the intense anxiety,
combined with the want of sufficient food, tell upon her? Would her
sleepless nights tell upon her? Would her grief for the loss of her
husband--a grief not the less keenly felt because she did not parade
it--tell upon her? All _that_ lay in the future.
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