She rose the next morning early to her work; she always had to rise
early--the boys and Jane setting the breakfast. Breakfast! Putting the
bread upon the table and taking in the milk. For twopence they had a
quart of skimmed milk, and were glad to get it. Her head was heavy, her
frame hot, the result of inward fever, her limbs were tired before the
day began; worse than all, there was that utter weariness of mind which
predisposes a sufferer from it to lie down and die. "This will never
do," thought Jane; "I _must_ bear up."
A dispute between Frank and Gar! They were good, affectionate boys; but
little tempers must break out now and then. In trying to settle it, Jane
burst into tears. It put an end to the fray more effectually than
anything else could have done. The boys looked blank with consternation,
and Janey burst into hysterical sobs.
"Don't, Jane, don't," said the poor mother; "I am not well; but do not
_you_ cry."
"I am not well, either," sobbed Janey. "It hurts me here, and here." She
put her hand to her head and chest, and Jane knew that she was weak from
long-continued insufficiency of food. There was no remedy for it. Jane
only wished she could bear for them all.
Some time after breakfast there came the postman's knock at the door. A
thickish letter--twopence to pay. The penny postal system had come in,
but letters were not so universally prepaid then as they are now.
Jane glanced over it with a beating heart. Yes, it was her brother's
handwriting. Could the promised rent have really arrived? She felt sick
with agitation.
"I have no money at all, Frank. Ask Dobbs if she will lend you
twopence."
Away went Frank, in his quick and not very ceremonious manner,
penetrating to the kitchen, where Dobbs happened to be. "Dobbs, will you
please to lend mamma twopence? It is for a letter."
"Dobbs, indeed! Who's 'Dobbs'?" retorted that functionary in wrath. "I
am Mrs. Dobbs, if you please. Take yourself out of my sight till you can
learn manners."
"Won't you lend it? The postman's waiting."
"No, I won't," returned Dobbs.
Back ran Frank. "She won't lend it, mamma. She says I was rude to her,
and called her Dobbs."
"Oh, Frank!" But the postman was impatient, demanding whether he was to
be kept there all day. Jane was fain to apply to Dobbs herself, and
procured the loan. Then she ran upstairs with the letter, and her
trembling fingers broke the seal. Two banknotes, for 10£. each, fell out
of it. The promised loan had been sixteen pounds. The Rev. Francis Tait
had contrived to spare four pounds more.
Before Jane had recovered from her excitement--almost before a breath of
thanks had gone up from her heart--she saw Mr. Ashley on the opposite
side of the road, going towards Helstonleigh. Being in no state to weigh
her actions, only conscious that the two notes lay in her hand--actual
realities--she threw on her bonnet and shawl, and went across the road
to Mr. Ashley. In her agitation, she scarcely knew what she did or said.
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