He lay awake all that night buried in reflection. Do you know what this
night-reflection is, when it comes to us in all its racking intensity?
Surging over his brain, like the wild waves that chase each other on the
ocean, came the thought, "What will become of my wife and children if I
die?" Thought after thought, they all resolved themselves into that one
focus:--"I have made no provision for my wife and children: what will
become of them if I am taken?"
Mr. Halliburton had one good habit--it was possible that he had learnt
it from his wife, for it was hers in no ordinary degree--the habit of
_looking steadfastly into the face of trouble_. Not to groan and grumble
at it--to sigh and lament that no one else's trouble ever was so great
before--but to see how it might best be met and contended with; how the
best could be made of it.
The only feasible way he could see, was that of insuring his life. He
possessed neither lands nor money. Did he attempt to put by a portion of
his income, it would take years and years to accumulate into a sum worth
mentioning. Why, how long would it take him to economise only a thousand
pounds? No. There was only one way--that of life insurance. It was an
idea that would have occurred to most of us. He did not know how much it
would take from his yearly income to effect it. A great deal, he was
afraid; for he was approaching what is called middle life.
He had no secrets from his wife. He consulted her upon every point; she
was his best friend, his confidante, his gentle counsellor, and he had
no intention of concealing the step he was about to take. Why should he?
"Jane," he began, when they were at breakfast the next morning, "do you
know what I have been thinking of all night?"
"Trouble, I am sure," she answered. "You have been very restless."
"Not exactly trouble"--for he did not choose to acknowledge, even to
himself, that a strange sense of trouble did seem to rest on his heart
and to weigh it down. "I have been thinking more of precaution than
trouble."
"Precaution?" echoed Jane, looking at him.
"Ay, love. And the astonishing part of the business, to myself, is that
I never thought of the necessity for this precaution before."
Jane divined now what he meant. Often and often had the idea occurred to
her--"Should my husband's health or life fail, we are destitute." Not
for herself did she so much care, but for her children.
"That sudden attack last night has brought me reflection," he resumed.
"Life is uncertain with the best of us. It may be no more uncertain with
me than with others; but I feel that I must act as though it were so.
Jane, were I taken, there would be no provision for you."
"No," she quietly said.
"And therefore I must set about making one without delay, as far as I
can. I shall insure my life."
Jane did not answer immediately. "It will take a great deal of money,
Edgar," she presently said.
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