"Shall you apply to another office to insure your life?" Jane asked.
"I would, if I thought it would not be useless."
"You think it would be useless?"
"The offices all keep their own doctors, and those doctors, it is my
belief, are unnecessarily particular. I should call them crotchety,
Jane."
"I think it must amount to this," said Jane; "that if there is anything
seriously the matter with you, no office will be found to do it; but if
the affection is only trifling or temporary you may be accepted."
"That is about it. Oh, Jane!" he added, with an irrepressible burst of
anguish, "what would I not give to have insured my life before this came
upon me! All those past years! They seem to have been allowed to run to
waste, when I might have been using them to lay up in store for the
children!"
How many are there of us who, looking back, can feel that our past
years, in some way or other, have _not_ been allowed to run to waste?
What a sleepless night that was for him! What a sleepless night for his
wife! Both rose in the morning equally unrefreshed.
"To what doctor will you go?" Jane inquired as she was dressing.
"I have been thinking of Dr. Arnold of Finsbury," he replied.
"Yes, you could not go to a better. Edgar, you will let me accompany
you?"
"No, no, Jane. Your accompanying me would do no good. You could not go
into the room with me."
She saw the force of the objection. "I shall be so very anxious," she
said, in a low tone.
He laughed at her; he was willing to make light of it if it might ease
her fears. "My dear, I will come home at once and report to you: I will
borrow Jack's seven-leagued boots, that I may come to you the quicker."
"You know that I _shall_ be anxious," she repeated, feeling vexed.
"Jane," he said, his tone changing: "I see that you are more anxious
already than is good for you. It is not well that you should be so."
"I wish I could be with you! I wish I could hear, as you will, Dr.
Arnold's opinion from his own lips!" was all she answered.
"I will faithfully repeat it to you," said Mr. Halliburton.
"Faithfully--word for word? On your honour?"
"Yes, Jane, I will. You have my promise. Good news I shall be only too
glad to tell you; and, should it be the worst, it will be necessary that
you should know it."
"You must be there before ten o'clock," she observed; "otherwise there
will be little chance of seeing him."
"I shall be there by nine, Jane. To spare time later would interfere too
much with my day's work."
A thought crossed Jane's mind--if the fiat were unfavourable what would
become of his day's work then--all his days? But she did not utter it.
"Oh, papa," cried Janey at breakfast, "was it not a beautiful party! Did
you _ever_ enjoy yourself so much before?"
"I don't suppose you ever did, Janey," he replied, in kindly tones.
"No, that I never did. Alice Harvey's birthday comes in summer, and she
says she knows her mamma will let her give just such another!
Mamma!"--turning to Mrs. Halliburton.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account