Jane sat down, her hands clasped on her knees, her mind viewing her dark
troubles. "If I were but clear, I should have better hope," she said,
lifting her face in its sad sorrow. "Patience, we owe half a year's
rent; and there will be the funeral expenses besides."
"Hast thee no kindred that would aid thee in thy strait?"
Jane shook her head. The only "kindred" she possessed in the whole world
was one who had barely enough for his own poor wants--her brother
Francis.
"Hast thee no little property to dispose of?" continued Patience.
"Watches, or things of that kind?"
There was her husband's watch. But Jane's pale face crimsoned at the
idea of parting with it in that manner. It was a good watch, and had
long ago been promised to William.
"I can understand thy flush of aversion," said Patience, kindly. "I
would not be the one to suggest aught to hurt thy feelings; but thy
necessities may leave no alternative."
A conviction that they would leave none was already stealing over Jane.
She possessed a few trinkets herself, not of much value, and a little
silver. All might have to go, not excepting the watch. "Would there be a
difficulty in disposing of them, Patience?" she asked aloud.
"None at all: there is the pawn-shop," said the plain-speaking
Quakeress. "I do not know what many would do without it. I can tell thee
that some of the great ones of this city send their plate to it on
occasion. Thee would not like to go to such a place thyself, but thy
servant's mother, Elizabeth Carter, is a discreet woman: she would
render thee this little service. As I tell thee, if thee can only
surmount present difficulties, so as to secure a start, thee may get
on."
Surmount present difficulties! It seemed to Jane next door to an
impossibility. She had the merest trifle of money left, was in debt, and
without means, so far as she saw, of earning even food. She paid her
last night visit to the room which contained the coffin, and went thence
up to her bed, to toss the night through on her wet pillow, with a
burning brow and an aching heart.
It was a sad funeral to see, and one of the plainest of the plain. The
clerk of the church, who had condescended to come up to escort it--a
condescension he did not often vouchsafe to poor funerals, for they
afforded nothing good to eat and drink--walked first, without a hatband.
Then came the coffin, covered with a pall, and William and Frank behind
it. Jane had not sent Gar, poor little fellow! She thought he might be
better away. That was all; there were no attendants: the clerk, the two
boys, the coffin, and the men who bore it.
It was sad to see. The people stopped to look as it went along the
streets, following with their eyes the poor fatherless children. One
young man stood aside, raised his hat, and held it in his hand until the
coffin had passed. But the young man had lived in foreign countries,
where it is the custom to remain uncovered whilst a funeral goes by.
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