He was buried at St. Martin's Church; and, singular to say, the
officiating minister was the Rev. Mr. Peach. Mr. Peach did not know who
he was interring: he had taken the service for St. Martin's rector.
William heard his name: how many times had he heard his poor father
mention the name in connection with his hopeful prospects! He burst into
wailing sobs at the thought. Mr. Peach glanced off his book to look
compassionately at the sobbing boy.
The funeral was over, the last word of the service spoken, the first
shovel of earth flung rattling on to the coffin. The clerk did not pay
the compliment of his escort back again; indeed, there was nothing to
escort but the two boys. They walked alone, with no company but their
hatbands.
In the evening, at dusk, they were gathered together--Jane and all the
children. Tears seemed to have a respite: they had been shed of late all
too plentifully.
"I must speak to you, children," said Jane, lifting her head, and
breaking the silence. "I may as well speak now, as let the days go on
first. You are young, but you are old enough to understand me. Do you
know, my darlings, how very sad our position is?"
"In losing papa?" said Janey, catching her breath.
"Yes, yes, in losing him," wailed Jane. "For that includes more than you
suspect. But I wish to allude more particularly to the future. My dears,
I do not see what is to become of us. We have no money; and we have no
one to give us any or to lend us any; no one in the wide world."
The children did not interrupt; only William moved his chair nearer to
hers. She looked so young in her widow's cap: nearly as young as when,
years ago, she had married him who had that day been put out of her
sight for ever.
"If we can only keep a roof over our heads," continued Jane, speaking
very softly from the effort to subdue her threatening emotion, "we may
perhaps struggle on. Perhaps. But it will be _struggling_; and you do
not know half that the word implies. We may not have enough to eat. We
may be cold and hungry--not once, but constantly; and we shall certainly
have to encounter and endure the slights and humiliations attendant on
extreme poverty. I do not know that we can retain a home; for we may, in
a week or two, be turned from this."
"But why be turned from this, mamma?"
"Because there is rent owing, and I have not the means to pay it," she
answered. "I have written to your uncle Francis, but I do not believe he
will be able to help me. He----"
"Why can't we go back to London to live?" eagerly interrupted little
Gar. "It was so nice there! It was a better home than this."
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