Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
It would be ungracious, to say the least of it, to dwell upon the
failure that we both know our married life to be. It is sufficient
to say that, in tying herself to a semi-cripple, with a too highly
developed critical faculty and a preference for facing facts stark and
undecorated, Claire, in a word--and a vulgar word at that--bit off more
than she could chew.
We have lived at Cross Loman Manor House ever since my father’s death.
The Ambreys, Claire’s cousins, are our nearest neighbors, but they
have been at the Mill House only for the last seven years, and Cross
Loman looks upon them as newcomers. The Kendals have been eighteen
years at Dheera Dhoon, which is the name unerringly bestowed by General
Kendal on their big stucco villa at the outskirts of the town. Nancy
Fazackerly was born at Loman Cottage, lived there until she married,
and came back there, a few years afterward, widowed--and so on. It
is just the same with the tradespeople and the farmers. Applebee was
always the baker, and when he died, Emma Applebee, his daughter,
remained on in the business. A boy, whom Emma Applebee has always
strenuously impressed upon us all as “my little nephew,” will succeed
Emma.
Halfway up Cross Loman Hill is the church, with the rectory just below
it. Bending has been there for thirty years. Lady Annabel Bending, who
was the widow of a colonial governor when the Rector married her, has
been among us only for the last two years.
We all meet one another pretty frequently, but I seldom care to take my
wheel chair and my unsightly crutch outside the park gates, and so my
intercourse is mostly with the people who come to the house.
Mary Ambrey and her children come oftenest. Claire’s feelings, on the
whole, are less often hurt by Mary than by most other people. Claire
neither likes, admires, nor approves of Sallie and Martyn Ambrey, but
she is at the same time genuinely and pathetically fond of them--a
contradiction as painful to herself as it is probably irksome to Martyn
and Sallie.
Martyn has always been her favorite because he is a boy. Throughout his
babyhood she invariably spoke of him as “little-Martyn-God-bless-his-
dear-chubby-little-face,” and she unconsciously resents it, now
that little Martyn has grown up and has ceased to be chubby--which
he did long before she ceased to call him so. As for the formula
of benediction, I think Claire feels that God, in all probability,
experiences exactly the same difficulty as herself in viewing Sallie
and Martyn as real people at all.
On the whole, Martyn and Sallie do not behave well toward Claire. They
are cold and contemptuous, both of them conscious of being logical,
impersonal, and supremely rational, where their cousin is none of
these things, but rather the exact contrary to them.
Martyn is twenty-one and at Oxford.
Sallie is a year younger, a medical student at London University.
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